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2012-01-04T00:57:00.001+08:00

alright!! i just came back from Centurions Chalet for 3d2n.
Centurions Chalet?? yea. the centurions made a chalet led by beldric and melody.
what had happen???
well first day, i had work so time was super slow. i wanted to go to chalet asap. i was doing 12 til 8.
due to that, i had to cross all 3 mrt line from vivo to pasir ris.
well when i arrive, it was only 8 ppl.
and they all looked bored/ dead. they were hoping for more ppl.
Nigel a SL was there too.
so there was a mix of 16,17 and 20 year old ppl there.

by the time i reach the chalet, it was already 11.
i tot i was able to sleep but well all were dead awake.
we play circle of hell. using mineral water.
it was usually used to play with liquor but yea we cant drink.
use mineral water. comment about that game.
well.. it make me hate plain water that i dont feel like drinking water..
toilet pass also hard to get. only have four #9 cards that can be use.
its my first and last game hahas. we play that game til 3am
about 4 refill of 2 1.5 liter and a cattle to serve everyone.

after that, we played twister til 5am.
twist here and there
there was lots of awkward postition
many unglam picture were taken.
by the time 5am one by one start to sleep.
while some of the SL go for macd breakfast.
and 6.30 they slept.

i manage to wake up at 8 as i was afraid that they will do anything to me when im asleep
well i slack til 12 just to wait for everyone to have breakfast.
but well me and beldric was hungry,
we walk around e hub and ate nasi lemak with otah $2.
other centurion came slowly and by 2pm,
we went to cycle heading to changi village.
half way during taht journey,
beldric lost his watch. we went to search for it
and soon we head back to the chalet because we only rent for 2 hours.
preparation of bbq came next and we went out.
not much deco but lots of food.
Enrica was my girl of the day. disturb and pester her all day and nite hahahs

we ate hot dogs, crab meat.chicken chop and stay..
it was fun, Hadi wanted to to have star hunting but not many stars were seen.
by nite tyme, it was eye candy section. we boom everyone with anyone and all the reaction was funny hahas damn it was shiok.
the next night/morning we split up. while the rest had ghost story, me and some were still eating and cleaning up.

next we went out to watch sunrise but we never really get to see as we were facing the wrong direction lol.. yea all of us were turn off about it.
soon when we reach back. we had power nap til 8.30. i went swimming and soon we had breakfast at mac. Happy meal!! hahahas yea. it was fun n yummy.
i slept in the mrt from pasir ris til jurong. n slept til 10 just now. hahahs yea. that was my awesome day.

2011-12-08T19:15:00.004+08:00

its all over.. and i can say his is a super late post..
its December 8. O level is over.. plus i met lots of cool ppl aft o level.
my view points have change abit..

this is the Centurions from Red Camp hosted by Ngee Ann poly student which was AWESOME!!

This is Xi from RP one day camp.

After O level have ended.. it was a quite a free life.
i could do what i wanted..
almost everyday i went out to guy with hakim.

he is more macho then me after one year.. *claps claps*

Recently whats up?? hmm Centurion Syndrome thats for sure.
the power of red camp.
IAM SEXY AND I KNOW IT *WIGGLE WIGGLE*
here is a cheer:
ey you over there!

Keep the C up in the air!

C, Centurion

C, C, Centurion

C, Centurion

C, C, Centurion

We're so sexy oh were so sexy

we're oh so fierce ah we're oh so fierce ah

hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah CENTURIONS!

NEXT CHEER:
I am a C..

I am a C-E-N-T-U-R-I-O-N with my Y-E-L-L-O-W S-H-I-R-T
WITH A C SHAPE IN MY HEART WE ARE THE CENTURIONS :D

YEA.. THATS AWESOME POWER!!

AND XI is a group of friends that i met at RP n they are my age
looks like i could blend in.

Love life??
well.. i cant forget nur syafiqah bte shah cus she always pops up in my life.
our friendship will not end but yea a spark of hyper for a week almost made us together but sadly we are not gona be together..

thats thats.. post up next time

2011-10-27T11:07:00.002+08:00

Today is math P1

and so far i have completed half of my math TYS(ten year series of past year exam questions)

ihave mostly covered my P1 questions.. im abit nervous but i dont show it to obvious.

im even having trouble with what i shoul;d eat for lunch.

i need to be awake

Dear 5N1,

Should have given all of you this piece of advice earlier. Better late than never, I guess.

If you are taking an afternoon paper, please DO NOT consume rice, noodles, bread, basically any carbohydrates for lunch. This will cause you to feel sleepy in the afternoon. Take protein-enriched food such as fish and chicken (not fried), as these food will help you to stay awake and alert.

-Mr Ho

after reading this, i dont even know what i should eat.. i need fish?? chicken but not fried?? headache.. woahh.. okey.. i think i will eat per normal before my time is up.. an hour or so.. to consume all the carbo..

OKEY WISH ME LUCK!!!

2011-10-24T10:22:00.003+08:00

Hey hey=)

today is the day where the papers are being done.

today is the first day to do my English paper 1 and2

i am feeling a bit tensed. 2 more hours to it.

so far i have only been reading my notes and not practicing much of the exercise paper.

later i am going to do expository with the help of my social studies format.

personal recount will be my back up question..

English paper will be from 1 til 5.

hopefully i wont be hungry or sleepy.

i am going to have prata for brunch with Idris later.

i wish me luck. i hoping for a 5 in English.

i had dream of 2555552 in my report slip. hope its not real and i could score better.

2011-10-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hey all.. looks like tomorrow is graduation for me.
its been a long time since i updated
and it almost turn into a dead blog.

first of all this year have been a rough year but somehow my heart feels light
is it because of my hardwork? or my laziness??

i cant weight it.. my studies are droping and rising..

so far the prelims i had a 30 pts.

im not sure its good or bad but the teachers wants us to have a better scores

áim for less than 20' quoted by my co-group parent, mrs tang.

it looks like a easily task.

just multiple grade 4 and 5 subjects its equal to 20 pts..

But the current prob is im always on grade 6.

its a struggle..

im hoping for the best for my o levels.

fyi.. idk why i just wrote letter..

words of wishes??

its more of what i want now so that i wont lose my aim.

words that would comfort me..

that letter would be given to someone who will be there to see me collecting my results.

that person will pass it to me one day.. well 24 more days wish mewell :)

2011-06-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today was a total m0od swing. I just dont n0e what get into me. Just a simple comment and things change. I guess she is the only one that n0tice my change. A simple change that even a fool can see. But i was too blind to see that i change alot. Me myself. I should have understood myself well. 1 month n n0w she says that im no longer myself. Im not mature, not serious. I guess i did loosen up often and let my emotion flow. I thought being serious is something i can balance. I gues i need to be serious and be mature again. Its fun when u get to losen up. Its like taking drug n be in a fantasy. I do want to feel being a teenager thats why i dont want to be a teenager. Its just youth. I cant just waste it. You got to understand. If you know what i went through, you know what i mean. Thats all bye.

2011-06-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

An0ther good job this year. I had completed my mizuno m0unt faber in 58min 60sec. Its slow i know. But i enjoyed my run. I even manage to take some photo while running but its such a waste that i did nt take photos when i was up on the mt.faber. I was sweating profusely and my hp is a touch screen. Man im spoiling my hp. We took lots of photo and i saw my ex neighbour. They look fit. I have been resting the whole day because my mum torture me to go to the market straight after my run. And as for my brother, he completed in 1hr 3min. Yea. Nw im still resting. G0od bye.

2011-06-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Mizuno Mount Faber run and its the 3rd time that im taking part in a row. This year, im bringing along my brother. Last year, i ran alone n it was quite lonely. Well im excited abt it till i cnt sleep.

Well the reason is because i deactivated my facebook. I was joking with her till i think a small arguement came. I told her that i would delete her. But i did nt have the heart to do so. So i deactivated it cus she wont see me anym0re in her newsfeed n i could 'befriend' back when i activate it. I wonder what will she post. Im gona resist as long as possible so that i can see her reaction then i will activate again. Its a childish m0ve iknow.

As for tomorrow, i will be taking lots of pictures while i am running. Its gönna be fun. But i cnt post it up in fb. Well i will save it in my comp.
Wish me good luck. Im in all full attire.

2011-06-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

Looks like everyone is trap in their own circle.. Unknown tears that always reach my eyes. I could only say that i miss someone eventhough she is near yet far.. So far that she would complaint that she would never see me at all but i would always know where she is. I dont know if its our chemistry or our new personalities. We never had treated one an0ther in such away. Did we grew or is that stegnant chemistry is growing secretly.. Looks like im just being too impatient to break my circle. Im uncertain of my action would do. But i do want to feel somebody's love. Im just one greedy fellow when i look myself in the mirror. I hv know the cycle of the past yet im still unable to break it. Lets hope i will found a way.

2011-06-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

2011-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

Despite my class being roudy and unqie, i respect them. Today i went out wif them. There was thong yueh, jeremy, jia sheng,lai wei jie, shafikah, shahidah and arifah. We went out on a simple outing. Just m0vie and play kite at woodlands waterfront. Well flying kite is not really my thing but i did gain experience in flying a kite. We watch X-man the first class. Touching story i must say. All the action was wönderful. Well the second part was awesome. Eventhough waterfront was quite plain, shahidah made it awesome! They even try to climb up the ceiling of the shelter. Lai wei jie was the one who got down last and was stuck. Im waiting for arifah to download the pictures. I look cute tonight hehes yea. Thats all. Im off.

2011-05-28T20:45:00.001+08:00

Haish... Currently feeling super numb. Idk what i want anymore in terms of temparory love life. Who do we have on the list.: we got syaf, midah, fini n szn. Why is syaf in my list if you were to ask. Hmm.. Well lets see.. One phrase that i could say. 'i miss you oh i hate you my love' looks like i may have m0ve on but i do still look back on the past. I dont know. You could say keep an eye for her? Well it hurts to see her suffer. Idk if she is single or attach. All i know is that she cant m0ve on and she still tries to cling on her biawak. Not that im jealous or anything. As for midah, idk i miss smsing her at nite or maybe otp wif her. Her friendliness takes my heart away.. But its just her being herself. And she got her poly life to settle. Im stil not looking forward to poly life but i dont wanna go jc. I wanna go NP. Which is where midah is at. Purely coincidental. I know and her friend Nadiah kn0ws her best. Hahas. Fini, a new character in the blog. Lets see... She reminds me of Baka. Lazy but fini has the brains. Yea. Skip school but atleast study at home. The thing abt her, she got the chemistry that me n Baka have. I call it the 2 m0nth rule. She is my pri sch friend n i did saw her. Talk, chat, sms n otp. Well i keep on having this weird feeling that she likes me. N as for me, i just cant handle that situation. I know that i always say that i prefers to have people having crush on me than to start from scratch to build a relationship. I just cant come to a point and say to her 'hey be my girlfriend'. On the other side szn is my classmate and i think we can just start frm scratch. How ever i cant do that due to the other ppl above and well she has a crush but things cant go on. We did went out on mini favours. More like im meeting her for a certain reason. But she always have a habit of treating me as a way of thank you. That always makes me uncomfortable. So now it's Making me stuck in a invisible wheelchair. Idk what to do. If only i can just look forward. Like my sch's theme this year. Reflecting the past, Celebrating the present, Inspiring the future. Hahas. Well i need a way.

2011-05-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

Fun days are over n tis blog wil be use as a diary. Remembering the past, i did nt update the fun tat i had. One happen recently yesterday after my mps(meet parent session) i n0e i did badly. But i took tat last hour as a last chance to hv fun. I went to play basketball wif hakim syimir safwan shariah. We had fun alright and an0ther was on one saturday. Me syaf, hakim n imran. We went to rp to have a photo shoot instead of studying. Lots of fun shot. I will remember tat day. Tats all. Fyi im addicted to BIG BANG'S SONG!!

2011-05-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Testing one two three.. Can anyone read this?? Hehehes
im on mobile. Cool
im just experimenting my phone and now i can post up also..
Well im surprise wad my phone can do.
Well.. Thats all.

2011-05-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

‎"Give me your hand, if we be friends..." Can you think of more than one meaning to this?

i wonder if i had not went to that place, did not experience changes, did not met her n not break someone's heart..
would everything be the same?? looks like someone's heart is broken again n i guess all i could is sit and observe.
i always wonder, wad would change if i were to explore to the working life as a teenager.
meet more new people. understand and communicate with others. im changing and im aware of it..
O level is this year and im always in my lala land. i move on and put soo much hope on someone but i made a mistake due to jealousy.
being away frm this blog, i failed to serve the purpose of this blog. well i shd be back up dating.
i hope and i will try and up date this blog. so this is it..

2011-04-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

well being injured with my leg and all..
i think its been 14 day so 2 weeks..

my leg is still in pain sometimes..
some morning, i would feel pain as i had walk too fast to school.
and if that morning i feel pain, i would eat my painkiller at max 2 times.

well on 6th april, i went for Si ling's sports day.
woodland sec, christ church, ahmad ibrahin n our team took part.
me, aidil. daniel n sufian took part in it for 4x400.

next event was the ZXUrun.

seriously i had fun in that race!! well memories are all mine.
10th april thats the date. lucky my leg is not totally in pain. i manage to rest well.

well for my 800 school sport day finals, i did not win due to my shin.

it made me slow down..

and today,14th i had my national intersch competition.

i was soo nervous and scared that i cant concentrate in class.

i took 400m and i got 1m07s when the qualifying time is 54s.

im happy cus i break my own record. 1m15s during all my trainings.

well i took a photo of who was there. and

i met a new friend^^

met putri my cousin also.

well im gonna admit. all this running events i took part.

i wanna run cus i wanna create a memories of my last year.

in a environment were anything goes in the RunAway team.

i took lots of photo. all the candid n formal pic that took,

it will be a priceless memories.^^^THATS ALL FOR NOW.

2011-03-31T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hey hey.. well ever since my X country at 23th at TP, and sph run on 27..

i have injured my leg or in another words im currently having shin splint..

well a runner's pride is to run. a normal run and to feel the wind.

two daes ago i keep on having mood swing when ever ppl touch my leg.

but the next thing i cry cus i regret pushing my leg for someone's expectation.

the "flow chart" of that person and her relation with me just enter and make me emotional.

the 2nd day, i manage to skip my lit lesson and go to the doctor.

Doc gave me pain killers. and his advise was eat medicine if it still hurts plz come back and he will send me to other area.

1st dae was more disappointing as clinic reject me cus i came aft the registration.

syazana, syaf n eda follow me on that dae. the next dae was yanti n fadilah.

i was feeling pathetic the whole two daes as i could not walk properly.

no running n no speed walking.

well the thirdae which was yesterdae, i try to speed walk. so that i could run todae's heats.

i kept on drinking milk n try my best not to apply as much pressure on my leg.

and as for todae, i brought my full attire.

most of the student kept on disturbing abt my long tight

most of the time, i ignore them.

i was suppose to run for 800,1500 4x100 n 4x400.

1500 was on other daes. as for 800, i was not aware that im oready in the finals.

i wasted my afternoon just for 2 event. i was unsure that the 4x100 team was complete.

lucky lai wei jie join in. so it was me, lai wei jie, idris and naufal in the group.

we could do better but well it was our first time to work in A TEAM.

well we got last cus our heat was filled with sprinters..

as for our 4x400, we have js,me,idris and lai wei jie.

u can say we got long legs and the most fastest is js :)

he ran 400m in 56sec follow up by me 1.05sec, wei jie 1.24 and idris 1.54 sec

i can say that we are fast.. i thought that we would be slow but we are lucky to get lane 8 :)

js and me just need to do ur stuff and we got 1st!!! :) im proud of them.

hakim was there also. he supported us even though he was not suppose to enter the stadium..

well i guess all i need to do to help my leg cure is by eating the pain killer after i run :)

well thats all. it was a fun dae.. i wanna get amedal in my last year :)

2011-03-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

hey all.. just one short news..

recently been active in my "running career "

the Run Away team. thats what i call it.

there was a run for short distance that i took at NYP on 16th.

our 4X100, we got 3rd YEAY!!! on that same day, i took 3 events.

i almost kill myself. i had 100m, 200m and 4x100

after that on 20th i had took part in a short distance run at bukit gombak.

im soo not a short distance but i still took part -..-

my timeing is bad but i hv improve.

im a LONG distance runner.

den on the X country on the 23 which was yesterday at temasik poly via bedok reservoir

and i get a shine splint in return.. OMG..

im in full attire and that is what i get.

I took lots of candid and posted it at my facebook.

FYI!!! NPCC my main CCA, is having their annual camp tomorrow.

and im goin to conduct it. im taking part in the hell camp. n its call the CL camp ^^*evil laugh*

thats all.

2011-03-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

Im here updating my post aft 2 month

cus i have completed my common test

which is the first quarter of the exam given in my secondary 5.

looks like the gap that i have been struggling between N level and O level have close up.

during my first month, i have been using my time going to library until 9pm.

and the effort did not paid off.

smsing Hamidah and asking her for tips was the only thing i could do.

and if she is free, she would travel to the north from the east just to help me.

that i appreciate alot :)

she came down twice.

well as the first month pass,

i was still unable to understand the question asked by the test paper set.

this is wad i have to struggle

when i barely scrape through with 17 points in the best class for N level.

when i get all my test,

all i could do is show that depressing face to everyone and try to find a place to cry.

my group parent could only advise us that "we should not be depress with our marks but after this long struggle, u will see the light shinning on your path"

all of us got motivated and lesson carried on.

during the second month, i concentrate on my studies n join in another CCA.

Track and field. my friend recruited me to be come a instructor and ask me to lead the long distance group. Since I enjoy running for long distance, i accepted the offer.

We had training every Monday and Tuesday

and if competition comes, Wednesday and Thursday.

We took part in a cross-country and short distance run 2 days before our common test.

I did my part in studying at night

and spend my hours with the team from 4 till 6 or sometimes 7pm.

well from hitting rock bottom in combine science and social studies,

i have improve greatly especially physic and social studies.

sadly to say, my chemistry still needs help.

Design and technology, which is always concentrate on our course work, had a theory paper, n well most people failed that paper but i score an average fail.

well now its the third month. i will post again once the month have pass.

soo many things have happen in this two month.

i wish i could blog it all but i need the correct time.

so far i have improve my lifestyle, im into more guy band LOL

i have up graded my handphone to X3-02

today is Hamidah's birthday.

TOoo bad i cant celebrate it.

well thats all.

2011-01-08T22:13:00.003+08:00

Life is not a dream

and im still living in that dream

i just ask for help

n now im gonna live it

blog is a dairy to keep track,

and not updating it has its reason.

a reason of importance

or a reason to forget.

but with her help im gonna come back

n blog only when the results is out.

which results??

well my o level results.

so i will say my blog will be dead for 10 month.

starting from today.

Hopes it goes well.

Her that im saying refers to Hamidah.

See ya all.

2011-01-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

working for inventory is fun but i think im too hyper for that day.

well inventory was last nite.

we finish at 6am but i went back home at 4am.

from 7.30pm til 4am.

WOW i like the crazy hours

n the nxt dae which is todae im schooling

SHIOOCK^^

yea todae at class lucky mr alvin's lesson was 1st 2 period

he let me sleep :)

but ofc when he talk, i must listen to him

im awake eventhough it was only 1 hr of sleep.

the rest of the day i manage to listen.

during mt class, i was hoping mdm ruzana to be my teacher.

entered class straight i shake her hand as a form of respect :)

she looks happy with my results.

well looks like her life story is interesting and sad when she shared in clas...

den after school, i went to the other poly with out the class.

when the class took the bus, i met mrs tang and escape.

well atleast wad she wants us is to take a look at poly life^^

so im dismiss.

by 2.30 im at clementi and well khalilah, syahidah and their school mate nadiah came at 3.30

i walk around to ntuc and ate at ananas cafe alone just to burn time

sooo many ppl. and im getting sleepy..

when everyone came, we went off..

hakim cant make it cos he say he is sleepy..

yea.. went to Ngee Ann poly.. OMG its big..

im soo lost from reading the map.

so khalilah handle everything^^

went n get the goodie bag n went to school of humanities

its at the other end of the school

yea so entered n we saw munira and her friends that she was talking about.

we never reaLLy went over and talk but we all wave only.

den we saw the new imran there.

we chat and all^^

and yea went to my course, early childhood n psychology.

its fun to seee their booth hahahs

den we went to school of science

and nxt thing we went to SP..

looks like we came too late..

they were closing..

i did not manage to get their goodie bag.

maybe going there again hahas

see how..

well aft we found out abt that, we went back home.. tahts aall

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One - Lyrics

2011-01-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

my head is just not working properly...

anyone wanna hammer me???

2011-01-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

Look like its true that it feel weird not to contact someone that u always do..

i dont understand wads wrong with me.

i receive Munira's message at night before i got to sleep.

yea i feel very secure that she replied my message.

i think i should bang my head a few or many times.

the whole day in class im always thinking about her.

N looking at the rip curl pencil case that she gave me.

and den in after school when i hang out with Lastrie and gang again,

Nisa was there. She looks exactly like Munira and not one but 6 times i call her Munira.

im soo weird...

i think im missing her badly but ofc she just just and only a good friend that i met outside school.

well okey the day started with me going to school with Annie.

i swear that there is soo many changes.

im like looking where is Hakim.. he would be there waiting if he was in school.

but ofc i know he wont be there. i feel soo lonely.

even Nadiah felt the big changes..

he was looking for her Fazlee n Shanti..

so many people were gone. but in 5N1 it feels normal with Eng Zhi as a additional classmate.

Haziqa,Zuhairi n Yao Qun was not there.. well i miss their presents in class.

i got wad i wanted in class.

im not holding any position in class

but teacher trust me n ask me do some task

Si min n Thong Yueh are the chair person in class

i dont mind but i will butt in if they cant control the situation.

with the air-con im soo cold.

i think i got fever in class

got a few new teachers

well Mrs Kim stilll teaching us for math n today i tried 2 O level math question.

i cant do at all. brain too rusty n im not prepared.

thus i waited n stared at the question to make sense what it is asking.

but of course I receive 0 marks for both question.

yea... im soo not ready for sec 5 life..

after school also i dont think i got any group to go with..

i feel weird but im gonna start studying aft this Saturday.

Saturday i will be meeting for math lesson.

and tomorrow will be one tiring day.

morning school, den at night i got Inventory!!!

im soo gonna meet my work mates

i miss them hahas

and i will disturb Hamidah

and i need wax for tml. she says that she wants me to make my hair stand..

see how first. see if can find wax..

and yea.. the thing ends at 2am hopefully.

lets hope i dont fall asleep.

thats all.

2011-01-03T21:36:00.003+08:00

Looks like i spend my last day of my LONG BREAK wif idris and hakim.

okey well finally manage to get that $200 of mine into the bank.

we(hakim n i) made a total of 3 trips..

lazy to call school to find out.

yea soo went to school n den tried to find a tech deck for hakim

he buying for someone.

went to kiddy palace but cant find wad we were looking for.

so went to united square.

im like soo happy that he ask me to go there.

i miss everyone at work place.

im like *walk pass service counter*

den syahidah, hamidah n wendy nv notice us.

but azroy like standred, come to us

he joke us to go back home cus we are not working.

den i look at him and shake his hand and say i miss him.

Damn i sound gay just now. hahahas

well today is faizul's bday so the guys at store got free pizza from him

lucky them hahahs

n hamidah was late for work. luckyy nv get scolding cus faizul in good mood.^^

hw i noe this was bcus i ask arund who at store for fun^^

as for munirah, i guess she mia.. sadly to say.. wonder y she nv reply my msg.

well im gonna sms her nxt tyme when i fininsh my o lvl.

okey.. lets continue

aft that met idris at wld mrt station.

we walk around hakim's area n water front.

nxt thing me and idris are walking at old marsling for last minute shopping for sch tml.

im blogging early SO THAT later got enough time to pack my bag n sleep "early"

yea thats all.

2011-01-02T01:58:00.002+08:00

well my first dae of 2011 is very weird..

well early at 1 am i party with my friend n in the afternoon im one lazy boy.

i woke up at 4pm n used the comp till 11.^^

im one crazy guy..

aft getting bored to death, i started to chat with hamidah

our conversation change to texting on our hp.

I finally confess to her..

im one shy guy..

from our conversation n half way i confess.

im really surprise that she just continued our conversation

i was thinking that she would stop texting..

well ofc its a reject and i noe it would happen hahahs

welll thats all^^

im proud that i can confess to her jjust like that :D

2011-01-01T02:08:00.004+08:00

well another year has pass.

celebrate it with a big group of people.

let see who was there.

Lastrie, Lydia(lastries's sister),yanti,syafiqah, noor hakim and his sibling, hanah,rhaagini, faith, samuel, deena and his bro(brenthan)

yup.. lots of ppl.

well the earlier part of the dae was boring.

just stayed aT home aft semayang jumaat.

well after sembayang jumaat also manage to meet muhd hakim frm NT

not my best friend haim.

well we went to buy his shoe near the mosque and pick up his spects

and well its all red and black.

soo at home soo bored reading manga..

hoping for munirah to sms me.

and nxt thing,she sms hahas

sooo we text till a few minutes.

at 8.30 reach BnS

well it started with kak farahin,yanti, hakim, lastrie n lydia

den went to food court n eat. syafiqah came aft that.

aand when we went to cold storage,

we met faith, hannah, hayashi,rhaagini and deena with his bro

soo we join up and that big group was form.

and den noor hakim's sibling came.

it was boring at first.

there was performance and all but watch for awhile cos its crowded

well sms munirah haahs

yea update her wad im doing and all^^

when the count down begun.

all of us came to the crowded area and count down.

well saw the fireworks.

its soo cool^^

my eyes shines.

well aft that, we went to a nearby block.

and there was more better.

we chit chat,play fire work and ate cakes that deena's father bought^^

yea. it was fun got a few photos which will be memories for 2010.

well happy 2011 EVERYONE!!!

thats how i send my last moments in 2010.

2010-12-30T23:09:00.004+08:00

hehes well just came back from goin out with Munira^^

well tis pass few daes that i was buzy was because i was buzy smsing munira hahahs :D

a good friend who dont mind entertaining me when im bored.. hehes

yea.. and im starting to sms hamidah also.

but not that much cos im shy..

well i ask her out b4 my KL trip

den yea.. she dont mind goin out with me.

well yesterdae im looking for TRU ppl to follow me but i also wanna try goin out with her alone.

well looks like luck was on my side.

nobody was free hahahs

sooo i was quite lucky.

i tried my best to be early and well munira was late

i dont mind waiting.

just a 45 minute late.

nothing wrong hehehs

well she look cute todae..

well its the first tyme im goin out with her alone

well im wishing it not to be very dramatic or boring

yea went to work with her to pass our uniform

well the morning ppl is very little.

like only 4?? cus fifi is having fever....

mark was in stall so we pass our uniform to him.

there was no side walk so everyone is upstairs

i did not manage to see fook choy until we left the building.

he went out to buy food.

when i see him, he give me that funny face =.=

n he slap my stomach.

nv really get to talk to him.

yea soo instead of goin to bukit batok bowling alley, we went to marina square

well i dont even noe that area soo i just follow her.

she pretended to be louzy in the game hahaas

and as for me, it looks like the alley was more easier den the one at ECP

i manage to do 2 strikes n we played 2 game

but still I WIN!!! :D

hahhs n we took a photo of the score board

my hand oready numb aft 2 games.. OMG im weak hahahas

yea soo we had lunch at mac and chit chat.

most of the time i listen to her.

but its interesting to hear her talk

i get to noe more about her.

well aft lunch, i did not wan to go home straight

n i invited her movie. let her choose hahas

well watch repanzal haahas

we went to vivo golden village.

nice funny show^^

in the movie when i was watching the show,

well its kinda cute to look at her face. hahahs

the story was sweet n i learn something.

if i got a crush with someone, its not worth to wait for the girl.

cus at the end of the dae, there is nothing to gain.

u just admire the person. its nothing if u wanna start a relationship with them.

cus it will be a one sided love.

well aft the movie, we walk out to the side and i wanted to see the water

well we chat like for an hour^^

we talk n open topic to prevent it from stopping

we walk bck in and she wanted to buy me a christmas present.

i shy and well i wanted to reject

but she say that she felt guilty for eating the ferro roche n not giving anything bck.

so i ask for a item that cn be used for sch.

she bought me a pencil case rip curl brand.

she is super sweet^^

well took 2 shots at the water fountain at vivo outside.

and well went to have sugercane juice at the food centre there

but it was closing.. she bought the last cup.

well aft that i went back by bus while she took mrt.

the bus was crouded. but manage to sit down hahas

thats all^^

2010-12-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

just a quick update.. i was away for holidae from 24-26

yea n now i have return bck...

lotsof story to fill up but wont be sharing for a while..

and for this few daes's post, im not gonna post cos i cant make tyme.

2010-12-23T19:20:00.005+08:00

hey all looks like todae is fridae.

the inventory training that i told u??

well.. wrong info and well worked from 1.30 all the way to 11pm

when im suppose to come at work at 6pm.

well my boss say help us out cos its a buzy time.

hahas i help out every where in the store^^

okey yea i have been saying that im preparing my Christmas present.

i dont celebrate Christmas.

soo this year im celebrating with my workmate since they have it yearly.

den yea.. my shift from 2-6pm.

aft work. i slack at novena area till 9.45

hakim came.

yea ate mcdonald and waited outside.

did straightening and all the greeters all slack..

den mark call all the boys to gather and say 1 mistakes to 2 push up..

30 mistakes altogether..

soo we did wonderful funny push up^^

its not punishment but its fun hahahhs

long tyme i have not been training.

yea..soo well played games and all

gift exchange..

well i got the most present to give away..

bought jerom n hamidah a tumble

syahidah n khalilah 2 box of pokky

hakim a peper mint chocolate

and Munirah ferreroche

and i add another present to hamidah;'s gift. a blue necklace^^

she loves it :D

im lucky that fook choy and hakim convince me to buy it..

im super shy to give it to her.

yea my day is really wonderful :D

reach home at 4am in the morning n by 5 am im fast sleep^^

2010-12-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

todae im super buzy preparing christmas present..

well went to sch wif the gift..

well wanna hit 2 bird with one stone.

one is to submit my sec 5 form that states that im gonna continue sec 5

and den try to scan some stuff..

cant really tell wads the items..

scared that they will read it here.

well den.. yea.. made a few mistakes.. hope they will appreciate it..

waste a few dollars on my mistakes.

yea.. but well hope they like it..

im lucky that i noe how to use photoscape

well sch library was close

soo i need to slowly operate n determine the item size without a scanner..

went to the camera shop a few times..

yea.. todae im a hungry mama^^

ate 3 plates of noodles.. n now im full^^

yea.. the presents are done.. im hoping to wrap them when im not buzy again..

tml is my inventory training.

soo yea.. meeting hakim at 9am hope cn wake up on tyme..

party in 2 DAYS TIME^^

2010-12-19T12:27:00.002+08:00

yesterdae was soo tiring that i was super lazy to blog..

well our store closes at 11am.

soo well full shift again cos hakim got something on.

welll i was abit late cos took the wrong train hahas

well munira n the wrappers were there

most of the time i was with the wrappers rolling the papers away.

n i had a self made sign that says "collecting wrapper only" on my left shoulder

so that customer will not come to me and ask for wrapping.

well ofc.. i tried to helpp 2 customer

n it was a success

i always leave my post..

well i only help at service counter for a few minutes

closing was with faizul and looks like the store close quite early..

but den if it were to open till 11,

wad the point..

no customer.. we will be the only shop other than 7-11 to be open.

and yesterdae..

the exit was not the normal entrance..

had to take the back staircase back ,which has no light at all, to go down.

it was like 11.30 plus.. lucky got train left..

btw hamidah and khalilah stop by at work yesterdae..

super shock..

well im quite suprise that hamidah wears a tudung..

well actually she dont at work..

but yea.. she was in one..

and she look super cute in it

hahahs i was like so stuck in seeing her face that i dont noe wad to talk to her hahahs

well yea.. that was my dae.

2010-12-19T12:10:00.002+08:00

well looks like i miss out 2 post that happen on tuesdae n wednesdae

well im starting to forget abt wad to place there

but simply..

14 dec was the last 4n1 outin for this year.

and total we had 4 outings..

wow alot i noe.

hahahs

well den on 15 dec was our annual camp leaders's outing.

since the new camp leaders are chosen and new instructors are leading,

we are celebrating their success for making it to the next level

basically its at ECP again..

yeay.. mostly my bbq are there and i cn seriously memories that area.

well during my class outing, i manage to cycle with shafika my classmate to the end of ecp haha

and took photo with them all.

but not my camera.

but yea its memories^^'

and at the leaders bbq, i was with my juniors all the way.

talk alot til i forgot to eat.

ofc i was at the sea most of the tyme

and yea.. IFORGOT to bring extra cloth..

self try my self n at home shower to get rid of the sand..

yeay that all.

2010-12-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

ORITE!!!!!!!!!!! life is fast..

2 months of holiday and now..

my results..

IM GOIN TO SEC 5!!!! YEAY!!!

im soo thankful..

well i kept on smsing ppl my results and replying all my messsages.

lucky i top-up my prepaid card.

well i got 17 pts.

its a roughly safe for N lvl..

however in sec 5 i need to work super hard..

cus well my HOD teachers said that if ur scoring 17-19

its best to go to higher nitec..

its sounds more safe..

but i guess my path is sec 5.

btw ofc im gonna take DPA(direct poly admission)

soo they will look for my mid year results in sec 5..

Btw during my PSLE, i cant celebrate my "victory"

and todae, i cant celebrate my victory again..

the bad omen yesterdae..

well its refering to my godsister/friend.

well she is in the hospital and she hid something away from everyone.

i manage to see her after my results and i manage to spend my dae in the hospital

went back home till 11.30..

and now IM BLOGGING :) hahas

2010-12-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

sorry currently im just too worried to blog about anything..

my mind is feel up about my N lvl result later on in the afternoon..

by the time i noe it i must go to sleep..

well todae was a painful dae.

i only receive LOTs msg of my friend's sis in hospital..

well more like 3 ppl forward me the same thing and i would get confuse..

well lastrie is in hospital..

OMG.. seriously dont noe wad happen.

i only receive a message frm yanti

it gave me a heart attack when im at work when yanti told me.

well aft that i could not concentrate on my work.

well todae also i accidentally cut my self with a penknife while trying to open a box with tape.

such a bad omen.. haish..

well my work mates keep on disturbing me

and well it creeps me out till i need someone to follow me all the way to the mrt station

earlier on i saw mr choo my sch teacher

well i disturb him to the max ahahas

well cant be help..

i noe todae i acnt sleep but i just cant type much on this board..

two daes ago i went for my class outing

and the dae after i had the annual leader's outing

will post that aft my results..

thats all.

2010-12-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

todae is a really boring dae for me..

looks like mark is away for reservist .. and faizul and su are the only manager left.

faizul is doing opening and su is doin closing.

well his instruction to all was do ur work, dont gather for chit chat.

and everyone got a job that will last for a dae..

they were buzy the whole dae and im doing full shift.

i cant help at service counter.

well like usual flow..

morning buzy and at nite the flow is not that bad.

wrappers have long customer for wrapping.

all i did was stand and stare..

daydreaming trying to do a reality check on how i can improve life.

well for morning break i when with khalilah and dinner break i went with faizah

hahas $10 is nv enough..

im a growing boy that eats above average :)

well now at home just gt a letter receiving $200 for my eagles award^^

and im waiting for my payslip LOL

more money haaahs

im poor :)

well i ask a break with syaf.

so im single.

i guesss i made a right choice cos if i were NOT to let go,

dejavu will occur just like in march.

not regretting anything but i must get use to it.

well wanna have my supper now

thats all good nite readers :)

2010-12-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

todae is really a tiring dae just to find nerve gun

well i went out with fook choy my store mate^^

well he said that he could get a cheap nerve gun for Christmas present

i was like, he kidding me..

well follow him to suntec city at the carrefour.

at the atrium, they were having christmas offer with a super nice price.

$5-$50 range of prices.

the guns were all over the floor.

looks like a playground

the popular drum set dart will always get stolen..

not sure how.

well we were looking for a Longshot gun

but we could only find a Longstrike..

*sob sob* well bad luck..

we waited till 7pm for his friend who is working at the carrefour to show him the piece.

but well still no luck.

went home as usual.

my mum is sick and she still haven recover

had to go down to seven elen and all.

and still tml she needs to go to work

hakim call me and ask if i wan a full shift

well i just say ok.

well thats all.

2010-12-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

wow todae BIG slack..

many ppl and i slack.

u noe y?? im at service counter again LOL..

yea.. store pay me for greeting

and here i am helping others and not helping myself

well todae i left work early to pick up a crayon item at forum

at the same tyme i kinda ask erya for lunch..

wad the hack..

i drag her to forum and we almost got lost and at the end i eat and she watch..

take taxi and manage to claim $6.20 bck LOL

did not noe that forum is near to united square hahas

well todae mostly help the wrappers..

roll roll wrappers..

at nite walau..

kecoh just because of beyblade passport

pampered childeren..

wan join competition and nk ask info also salah tyming

promoter go off and they come at 9pm

wad to do.. shout only cn get the passport izzzit?? haish..

perangai.. well lucky jerom manage to save my skin and ask me help him out

i do extra service to customer and help carry the bags to his car.

lucky the beyblade customer finish by then..

3 more weeks and contracts is gonna end.

maybe MAYBE im joinin toy r us as part tyme..

as service counter but not sure if i can take it.

im there for the income AND if pikachu, hello kitty and wonder women still there,

i stay also. as long as we get income as a weekly pay, im okey oready :)

well hope i can get a good present for the christmas party

2010-12-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

looks like i can never wake up on tyme..

i did not wake up at 7 thus,

i nv went breakfast with jeremy and fookchoy

den my body alarm clock wake me up at 9am

which is the time to report for todae's store meeting

yea when i came in, everyone was quite when they saw me in pink,

they laugh. abit hehehs

yea fromm that 1 hours late, i only noe this thing.

UOB card holders have a 7% DISCOUNT.

thats all

den continue with admin.

our store Christmastime party is on the 22nd maybe..

well lucky its b4 24th cos im goin holidae :)

i got jerom in my "draw lots"game..

so need to buy him something

well hello kitty thinks that i got wonder women hahaas

well how kind of her to give hints

something blue but not soft toy..

and maybe a ps3 game since she plays alot with her bro.

den again i wan buy present for all

as in the greeters,wrappers, the 3 pressbytarian boys, wonder women,helo kitty and pikachu :)

that will be like 20 gifts.. ZZzzzz

lots sia.. must plan properly..

todae aft meeting go eat at kfc haahas

with jeremy hakim nazhrai and imran

and we walk back n disturb the rest who are working heehes

yea den me and imran went to a masjid till 2

once again come bck disturb

pity wonder women hahahs

no me = no repair man to help out hahahas

nazmi not helping her soo yea

she needs someone to help her

well wanted to help but cant..

im not working remember..

well went back home with imran..

den slept till 8pm..

that all.

2010-12-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

well looks like hakim wants to slack todae

im afternoon shift n his is morning

im doing full shift.

yea.. i saw wonder women for like 10 hours?? yea^^

hahas i kept on disturbing her tilll i gt bored.

well i help her with repairing and demo :)

im soo gonna help at service counter if im working.

most of the dae i was inside helping out :)

and i had lunch with hafiz :)

mee goreng and milo ice^^

well eat but my money also gone..

actually i wanted to ask wonder women to eat with us but she got delayed and went at 2..

Helo kitty also sound me as if im flirting her hahahs

but im not ofc :)

she say its not her tyme to find matair and all

so let that put to a rest.

den munirah came work.

and by that tyme i wore my name tag.

and ask her if she found out who faiz is.

she was like laughing badly.

seriously she reminds of nisa when she laugh.

she was refering to me and not the Macdonald manager^^

and she tot that we were all playing a fool by pointing to faiz the manager.

but yea.. i made a self intro abit.

so joke with her la..

but i cant help her with wrapping cos im bad at wrapping..

or more like inexperience with it..

i dont mind joking and disturbing Wonder women because i noe that i can help her if she needed help^^

well tml store meeting goin to meet them at 9am

for my dear syaf who will be reading this post..

when r we meeting again..

i miss u sooo much..

2010-12-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

another dae off n im up early :)

two in one event :)

first qps outing n goin out with lastrie.

ok. one thing is that bambang has no sense of fairness..

ajak ppl all must be decent?? i invite all, ask him to invite end up all the kecohness nv come.

well except for wan, zaiqah n ruhil.

but atleast goin into the pool is better than goin bowling..

who ask u not to join.. ofc mendak..

well he got bored but i got my playmate zaiqah n ruhill C:

yea but atleat i got my beloved shirt back.

zaiqah always purposely get my attention by playing around with my shirt.

one thing that bothers me is that to her, she has no limits..

walau go lick me.. =.=

hahas seriously i dont like but its ticklish.

and i owe her a watch plus i push her into the water AGAIN :)

ok den my batt has been low cos fogot to charge..

den hard for me to contact lastrie..

lucky i manage to stop at eunos mrt station

n i tried to borrow hp frm ppl but some ppl just dont wan to pick up..

screw them. lucky i saw hakim, yazid and all also..

that part also HAISH...

i noe im complaining and all..

just like wad ruhill say.. hope ur luck dont run out..

im soo not goin to bugis street..

not my type even though they have good price there.

i bought a head set and manage to spend $30.

n syafiqah was not there..

soo to me, like no point..

den again its been a long tyme i see lastrie's eyes shine cos she was happy.

well thats all.

2010-12-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

off is a dae where my dad will say "i wan sleep n u will always go out.."

no comment.. cos im always at home when im not working

well todae i travel to novena just to buy pants..

im like calculating with all my money..

i tink i have finish up all my money..

a $66 for 2 pants and $35 for 5 shirt..

den $50 to mom..

soo left how many.. tml outing somemore..

need more $$.. jialat..

i wan more hours to cover wad i have been spending..

i went out with hakim just to buy the pants

soo hard to choose.

den we walk all around novena square..

yea... try to pass by eryana's work place..

but she was not working.. wasted..

well then we met fook choy at B1.

and we went out to eat.

well munirah and (oh.. stm forgot the "kakak") was there having break

well i wave at them but no reply..

fook choy say i got rejected LOL..

im not even flirting. haahs

den all ordered mcspicy meal.

den all of a sudden all 3 of us got a double mcspicy meal box with a special order sticker

but a normal mcspicy meal

we all were wondering abt wads the special order.

fookchoy just shoot that they took away one meat and we all laugh.

den all of a sudden, munirah came and tap on hakim back..

we were all shock..

she ask if do u noe who is faiz.

im like i tot she noe my name.

den all 3 of us pointed faiz(the mcdonald manager) LOL..

we were like serious mood. and pointed him at the casher.

i was seriously blushing..

lucky she was not asking abt me.

fookchoy say my face super red..

well cant be help.. i blush too easily.

den went up to store and chat abt nerve gun.

nxt thing we went to wld metro check for nerve gun price and went bck home.

but i went to sch aft reach home.

i change to sch shirt with lower sec pants ^^

cool yea. sit there and slack while lastrie and gang were practicing.

when they were done, i send syaf home.

looks like i can sense ppls emotion this few daes..

i noe wad i felt but i always get the answer that i nv wanted.

yea. now at home blogging the missing pieces..

2010-12-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

yea well yesterdae was a adventure..

i overslept and reach work 10 mins late..

im soo early.. thats wad jeremy say.

i was like woah.. sarcastic sia..

den he with his really..(in a cute voice)

den i see the schedule,

hakim-11-4 faiz-4-closing

im like woah.. sooo kind ask me cover 5 hours.

den up we swap our shift

i was in the service counter with wonderwomen LOL

well thats at 2.. hamidah came at 2pm.

i had to help kak ayu since i enter work.

help redemption and demo products cool :)

aft hamidah came, all thing become smooth.

she pick up call and redemption

and i dp the demo.

im still new but its fun to do demo ^^

yea.. soo i overtime till 7.40 to pay back the 10mins in the morning

imran waited for me and we went to jiodarno for awhile

i bought the 5 shirt :)

$35 fly like that..

but nice la..

den went bck home.

at 9.30 went to cwp n gave my buttons to gavin..

yea.. thats my dae

2010-12-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

today is a very "unlucky" day

Got into a accident 2 tymes..

and that is like one speeding..

den one normal speed

haish.. got abit of scar..

well actually thats because i and hakim venture all the way to treebottle park from marsling

far right??

yea abit tiring and i ate super little..

soo aft coming back and forth, make a detour to syafiqah 's house

just to get some ice pops that she sell.

well when we reach there, hakim got 2 bandung icepop

and i got one.

he suck it as if its XXXXXXX

hahhahahs really disgusting.

well we went down and finish up our ice pop

and cycle to admiralty to meet caide.

on the way there, i pick up his call while cycling

well my turning is never sharp..

so i did not notice there was a busstop and i jam my front break..

fly out of my bike and hit the basstop pole..

got a few cuts aND a bump on my right eye..

yea.. but im still okey.

when we reach there, ate at mcdonald

and i send him to 101

on the way there caide was behind me.

we almost bump into another uncle with his bike..

suay..

yea.. thats all.

2010-12-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

cake selling $3 per piece and is BIG:)

i wan it..

but i left $2

i noe i always spend mcspicy meal

a bottle of milk.

really need to plan how i eat..

well todae was super crowded..

no joke..

well actually.. heres the story..

todae i met up with my grandpa and buy him a new number + pre8.

den it was till early.. im working at 2pm

but i took a 12.50 train to work.

reach there at 1.25..

so when i reach at store, hakim is like multi tasking at receptionist..

all 3 counter open with mark,boss, doin the last casher.

kak lydia with 2 workers in long line.

den hakim ask me to thumb in 30 mins..

i was like can meh??

he always go in early.. now i understand why he always get extra pay.

i think i shd follow him like that if i lack hours..

but scared if later got prob/complain at the end of the dae..

and yes i wanna noe how to wrap the items.

must get hamidah to teach me

well todae break, i went with caroal ,a new gift wrapper, and shahidah

well i was like super on and irritate her.

sometimes she reminds me of fareena and nana.

same attitude.

i chat the whole hour during the break

n i was the last one to finish.

yea im finding my work to be getting abit bored.

i wan to be a repair team or at service counter.

like abg rizal ^^

yea.. den we closing also very hard.

terpakse pull shutter to make it SUPER OBVIOUS that we are closing.

yea that all for the dae.

2010-12-03T17:29:00.003+08:00

hey all!!! well sowie nv update..

buzy with work. n at home, busy with ddtanker :)

its a game which needs a good aiming n awareness of win direction

den im playing it with khairul 2n2

well todae im working morning shift.

and i just finish my two daes off.

on tuesdae nite, i went out with my workmates.

to celebrate abg khai's "last dae of work" cus he is goin NS

lets see.. there was me, imran, hafiz, abg khai, abg rezal, kak lyd, kak diana, and two other guy.

we went to eat at newton circle^^

well it was scary at first cos 1 first tyme goin out at nite with them

2, wan go eat but scared not enough $$$ i only got $20

3im one of the 3, 16 yr old kid there

4 they are abit roudy ppl

5 transport cos no train at nite

okey sooo yea im a eating machine :)

i ate 5 plate while the rest ate 2-3 plates only..

paisey sia when hafiz told the whole table. haahas

i had to pay $13.20 for food

imran dad send me home.

reach abt 1 .30 like that.

lucky my mum is not that angry abt it.

soo yea the 3 daes has been ok la.'

i guess u shd hv known who i like.

its my one and only syafiqah.

im loyal yea hahahs

yea i manage to chat with her a few times and met her yesterdae.

im seriously into her.

its just there :)

its perfectly imperfect^^

well thats all :)

2010-11-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

LOOKS LIKE ITS PAY DAY!!!!

guess wad?? i got bloody $30

must be thkful for that..

but 1 thing is they owe me $215 or else i throw red pain and say HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS>> I WAN MY PAY at the enterence :)

well (insertname) got her hp or shd i say a new number.

i miss her soo much really :D

btw todae was uncle martin's open house.

soo the reman ppl had a gathering and ofc..

all tired to come.

most of my dads friends are there but not their child..

looks like i must thank nana and iffah for contacting me b4hand so that we all wont feel lonely..

but still i miss them like my own sister..

me and the two took soo many pictures hehehs :)

well most are funny shots

well looks like my darling at the other side of woodland area is still settling down fron her trip.

im just waiting for her to be ready.

i heard that she is goin to work.

soo all the best to her :)

2010-11-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

finally they are bck..

i miss them soo much.

lucky semua can be settle within one house.

i pity abg roy hahahs

salah shoot..

ofc his character is abit wad we call gangster but funny la.

he also tried to joke with me in his own way but ofc tk menjadi2.

he is the cool type. but cant interupt him when he doing something.

something that makes me laugh about him is that when he call ppl -"ÖI OI OI "

the eye tkle angkat..

tau la.. mate stare like gangster type but just tkle angkat.

soo well looks like met the new stuff..

ofc im still the youngest.

got hamidah, khallah and shahidah

hamidah reminds me of syazana my class cos of her hair

but hamidah is not that comfortable with ppl around her when she just noe the person in a single dae. hahas till i like to disturb her when she is free.

khalilah is ur normal kakak2 very quiet person but when she panick, she will try her best to find a more senior worker. well i guess she still learning abit by bit.

den hmm.. shahidah, nv get to talk to her alot but she is kind la..

she always gets panick easyly and daydream.

well thats all for the new workers.

well todae mostly i had my day with roy soo stilll doing character study.

tml i hope i cn spend more time for my NP fare well party.

haish.. too bad for me that overnite got cancel.

well tml will be along dae.

i manage to add fookchoy, jerome and jeremy in fb finally.

well thats all.

2010-11-24T22:40:00.003+08:00

Looks like it is the 3rd dae the guys are away for vietnam trip..

weirdly to say im having demam rindu..

rindu my batch.. rindu my class, rindu my NP yg kt vietnam and rindu my one and only (insertname) well.. thats hmm.. i can only look at her photo that i kept.

well on the same day demam rindu ni..

hannah ask me out to beach road with rhaagini via toa payoh

since todae is a off dae, i just say yes to burn tyme at home.

funny ppl serious.. make me laugh everytime..

and i give them back 2x of their jokes and owned each other^^

soo went to toa payoh just to go to geodarno.. =.=

like wad.. rhaagini say must be from there..

soo cant be help la..

den i manage to eat old chunky :)

the sotong head on stick only 80cent on promotion cheap and nite wooowhhooo:)

hahas bought and chew ^^

den the girl like standred laugh at everything.

den took train to lavender.

looks like its raining and the girl drench cos no umbrella.

for me steady je.. walk and get water abit only hahas

its scientifically proven ^^

well when up and order the name tag.

and went down to same place to eat.

well andriani not there together with the family..

weird.. but i just ignored it.

eat and play our food for 1hr den we go up.

nxt thing we go to cwp and go to popular bkshop to read more abt horoscope and its cool

more focus into love life :)

while reading, i notice that scorpio and taurus dont get along with each other but they are loyal to each other in marriage.

COOLL!!! hahhas hope mine is like that^^

den well hannah is with jin han soo we saw him at cwp and that all..

2010-11-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

OKEY!!!!!!!! finally i take off is because of this.

PROM NITE 2010!!!!!!!!!

my date. well its Serene 4e2

hhahas looks like no use to have a date.

have date no date the same.

u do ur own stuff at ur own table.

class like that.. 1/3 come..

super little..

haish.. but overall the show was great funny..

CANT BELIEVE THAT HISHAM AND ARIFAH PROM KING N QUEEN...

still they look cute as a couple hahahs

serious!!

i manage to bring a camera but one prob..

shd have bought more stupid batteries... :'(

heart broken sia..

last part when i got camera batt dah out..

wad to do..

party at the last part pun tk okey sangat like club party sia..

joget lompat and all..

not formal type..

me and some cabut go bck early so that we wont take last train

short but long :)

2010-11-21T17:33:00.002+08:00

~~this song above is dedicated to u, i feel this way when u told me abt the situation~~

okey todae was a short but long meeting :)
i just felt like seeing her..
its a few daes since i saw her.
looks like it was all a plan up..
she explain and once again i had to accept everything
soo im just willing for her.

well took some super random photos
and i went straight to work..
at work, looks like its kak lydia nye bad dae..
i learn a new few things from her soo i could help her out :)
and kak lynn help me also..
"new" stuff that i met.
well he abit a slacker but fun.
chat and work with him ^^
yea well i help out for straightening at nite and help service counter
soo fun :)
looks like kak lynn has a certificate for being a kindergarten teacher
COOL^^
and the stuff now understand my dream :)

2010-11-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

another working dae but its only 5 hours..
hope i cn get 200+ before nxt sundae..
cos its pay dae n i still nd to push away some money for my mum..
she go and make me puropsely pay her bck $300 for my dayly expense
cos she not gonna give me daily expenses..
not even free 5 bucks..
well atleast get $10 per dae..
at the end need give her bck $300 bck...

well out of all my manager somehow i sense bad aura coming out from mark..
my external info is that he is a happy goin and open minded boss NOT MANAGER..
my biggest mistake...
well lydia is my supervisor..
another mistake..
i seriously need to be aware of their positiion.. ZZZzz
btw i borrow a bk at library so that atleast in mrt i wont get bored..
well thats all..

2010-11-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

todae... on my 190 post i would like to say this wonderful good news :)
i guess was rite :)
waiting for abit more and not give up IS the correct choice just abot more and there u have it :)
8 months of waiting and the place where it started and and it happen again love is there
but only one thing. i have mature:)
i love her alot and i noe giving her the second chace was right
i will forgive her and cherish her.
i wont have any feelings for other girls and give her any pressure.
16 nov 10.16pm :)

2010-11-13T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAAHAAHAHS
I LOVE WORK!!!!!
BOOO HAKIM AND NAZMI!!!
COMPLAIN LEG PAIN...
hahahahs just wear heavy shoe la...
den stand properly..
can survive with the positive attitude :)
i even had dinner at 6pm but like recess..
30 mins only.. manage to eat MCSPICY MEAL!!!!haahhas
MY FAV :)

well the beyblade was a big croud...
wasted $90 of reward..
children = stealer at that section..
well i become a customer service to helping at wrapper area.. cant be help...
sooo yea todae was fun :)
well i manage to noe john, lynn, lydia,khai and sulastrieya{manager}
one thing is they seldom smile.. hahahs
well make all the kakak2 at counter laugh because of my annoying greetings hahahs
im seriously like a retard ^^
biggest mistake that i make is open a bottle of bubble liquid and it got splash at my forehead... ;(
and i still LAUGH.. ahahahas
well otw home I LOVE THE NITE!!!!
cool and peaceful just like wad i experience during my nite cycle adventure..
and thats all...

p.s hakim if u read this, we just wasted $90...

2010-11-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

welll todae was abit disappointing...
well went to sembayang jumaat with faiz and syakir..
cos aft that see the new camp leaders...
well we were in tyme..

when we went out of the bus...
i saw syaf crying...
i noe wad happen...
me and my big mouth..
i still ask...
she was with afifah..
i cant do anything cos everyone was around us..
i cant comfort her.. i felt helpless..
well i went to the gate and wait for everyone..
most ppl nv get and its 35 ppl...
well consider them lucky....
haish.. well celebrate with the rest with an uneasy heart..

yea.. den lastrie ask me to fetch syaf at bbt..
but she left too early.. i was there...
i did not see her..
well i went home disappointed but im not sure y i cried ...
is it bcus of syaf???
idk..
i dont understand...
well at home i forces my self to sleep..
cried in my dream and in real..
woke up at 7...
dont undertsand it...
wel tml is my"1" dae of work... so all the best to me..

2010-11-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

wow... todae is a interesting dae...
yea.. ofc morning well something happen...
well i follow my dad to hospital...
my grandma was sent to hospital..
her legs are weak..
OMG.. i hope i wont get it also...
seriously.. my legs are precious...
well got "my" nerve gun..
yuea... however time delay...
got to pick up my mum and my sis with my dad..
end up.. i was send to khatib to take mrt back to sch...

well at sch.. bus driver was late...
reach bahtera well HOME SWEET HOME!!!!
yea.. however got heade=ache and fever..

well we went all out cos we are the legends...
well the camp was fun.. however sooo many mistake..
it cant be help...
first tyme against tradition.. camper not in sch attire when becoming instructor..
yea... hope we noe the results tml..
hope syaf and all wil get campleader..

2010-11-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

hoho well on my bade i also got a call from the manager to come to untied square for store meeting well yea my first impression is that our work place is very kecoh.. got mat and minah working there i guess.. i neeed to get along la.. if not hancur..

well the manager from hell dont really look that scarry..
not sure la..
all the best to me...
the store is like not prepared...
lucky me hakim all no need to help out.
we had to come at 7.30 like sch tyme..
nvm la...

well yea tml is 1st dae and guess wad??? im not goin to go cos i got camp fire..

2010-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

ok.. for my birthdae 9/11
my sweet sixteen...
i had it with nana
i mean she chat with me for my birthdae...
den well slept nxt dae..
i went out to school cos the leader's are goin to ltc camp
soo me and syakir plan to meet up at teh tarik..
sooo yea.. yazid,adli, me , syakir and faiz when bck to sch...

sooo yea... we wait for the leader start their camp..
ones their amazing race start,
me and gang went to water front first...
yea hahahas they saw us.. when we walk to old marsling from water front, we made a video..
cos the guys wanted to make a movie for suzy..
make for fun soo i played along ahahhas

yea.. soo when to cwp and back to sch...
at 3 i called hakim and faiz cycle to kranji reserviour
haahhs hakim was damn scared when there were a group of dogs barking..
but when he saw two dogs, he wanna step terror..
hahahhahs
mcm paham hahahas

soo yea when there and some camper all saw us..
we tried our best to not get discoverd..
well yea.. tahts was fun den when i reach home,
damn bored...
yea.. soo chat with nan till my bdae was over and reply bck all the wishes
i guess.. this few daes me and her are getting close :)

2010-11-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

Looks like tml is my birthdae and not sure wads gonna happen..
but lesser ppl will go celebrate to me thz to camp..
well not hoping much la.. :D
well i wanted to spend my dae with that prson pun tkde soo just hoping the typical dae..

just now went cycling :D
well suppose to meet lastrie for hakim's bdae bash hahahas
tk menjadi jadi
only poured 2 cups of water hahahs
den me jeremy and hakim cycle off to sembawang park..
and it rain half way
interestingly i learn how to drift

soo that how the dae is :)

2010-11-08T11:49:00.002+08:00

ok.. 7/11 hakim bdae and class outing..

well actual plan 4 hakim bdae was at 12 morning..
den all woke up late and push to aft my classouting..
class outing is super late..
i go with them but nv see movie..
watch movie at 7pm.. late..
i waited for 3 hrs..
well nvm la..

den okey.. went to atiqah house..
delay there...
den go near hakim blk buy cake..
and snacks cos we were super hungry..

soo hakim was like CURSING cos we are late..
well yea.. reach there and celebrate..
wow im full hahahahs well that last nite hahahs
well thats all :)

2010-11-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

hmmm... aft being insulted by HAKIM and NAZMI abt Mr Flirt yesterdae,
i think again hmm... how much can i remember and do story telling???
well lazy abt the suzy..
giving up on her just like that :D
well like someone say boys WILL always fall for another girl who he just met
than being with a girl who understand him for along tyme..
soo im gonna prove that i wont be like that im not gonna repeat another mistake.
Soo bye bye suzy hahahs lucky i nv make any moves..

well todae is boring..
i pity nana at home..
looks like she is another bird in its cage at changi..
looks like somethings cant change her mom's mindset..
hope she dont get transfer out from wooldland..
it would be worse if she go to other sch...

well thats all..
tml hakim's bdae.. hvn plan properly...
well hope bckup can come soon..

2010-11-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

welll hhmmmm..
i can just say love is in the air hahhhas
im sooo happyyy
well actuallyy afew daes while i was away from blog i was always thinking of syaff..
but i must get over it... talk to nad this that all those...

den AHWEEMMMMMM..
i went for the toy r us training...
well as usual.. me and hakim..
plus nazmi and nazrye... well we are working together
and i guess.. im in love.. i met this girl.. her name is suzy :D
well ok fine love at frist sight again hahahas
well i cant take this anymore..
my heart just move on..
idk y??? but it feels great:D
hakim!!! u see this post u better shut up hahahahs
well i wanna chat and heal suzy's heart :D
thats all :D

2010-10-22T01:23:00.003+08:00

hey all..
those who are consistantly reading my dead blog, i appriciate u guy reading it
well some how, tml is fridae...
the low sec and sec 3 are suppose to have their last dae of sch i assume..
well i always tell people that i have change alot.
well i asume its alot, cos my primary sch life suck to the core..
i got no life there..
well more like im the play 24/7 type..
yes i dont like to do hwk..
i dont socialies with people that often
im always lonely...
no friends until p5 came.
it open my eyes from no hope to a naive person..

well i guess i can recap all my secondary sch life..
4 yrs in fuchun sec..
the boy who used to be emotionless and uncaring at all
turn to mr popular with great leadership and weird style
ofc when i turn good there is also a sad side where some ppl hate me or rather dont get along that well with ppl..

sec1 a average boy to sec 2 a flirter( which im not..) to a careing leader in sec3 and free easy going person in sec 4..

soo many activities that i never really appriciated..

well opening this blog was actually for one purpose..

to keep track wad fun event had took place in my secondary life...

my sec 1 and 2 life was not recorded here

but i could remember the tymes when fight occured in class..

meeting many people but sadly i cant remember their name except their face..

i created one small family in sch..

well more like lastries freind

im not always there for lastrie but i treat her like my real sister

i miss my secondary sch life eventhough its just the begining..

well this break is really boring

but it help me think abt all the event had occured in my secondary life..

like having attach with some people..

frankly i dont regret being attach with them

i remember last tyme before i was attach with serene,

she ask me to propose on the boat during our kota tinggi trip

i was super emberresed

and the time i spend with her was little

i learn alot from our breakup..

school holidae trip are the best really

i remember some

well its like ages oready..

like at china, kota tinggi, melaka

well i dont noe wad to say sweet memories..

if i come to sec 5, i will treasure that year properly

with study and enjoy it at the same tyme

well my study path is always alone..

i would go to night class as a group but i realise its a solo path not like in class

u would read and understand ur own knowledge..

haish..

i dont noe how to put down my feeling here

lots of emotion is running through my mind..

well thats all i guess..

2010-10-19T00:14:00.001+08:00

lazy for all..
so many time..
dont noe wad to do..
and my blog is alive once every event happen to me..
if not im at home just like a bird stuck in its cage...

2010-10-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

okey.. for todae is supper awesome :)
okey a back to back meet :)
morning last3,syaf and khasiyah plan to meet for swimming..
it was A GIRLS OUT...
den hakim was invited by khasiyah..
well i noe their plan n i already plan to jog in the morning..
hakim was the only boy..
den he invite me..
i quickly said no cos syaf dont let me...

well end up my jog turn to gym..
at nite i went to jog with my bro n now more gym??
ok..
well took my bike and go wld gym
well nv saw them..
i tot last minute they back out..
well when me and hakim enter i saw khasiyah..
im shock...
well try to work out..
but NO STAMINA... super weak...
well no comment la...

den we head to badminten gym opposite
soon notice khasiyah and syaf was waiting for us..
they got lost and we meet under a block..
aft that we went to woodland town garden
well khasiyah sit behind hakim and syaf sit behind me...
uphill KO...
she heavy n i got no strength
but when down hill,
she hug me cos she is scared.. hahahs
pity her..
i wan to upgrade my back seat..
all complain that its very painfull..

soo we waited at WTG for lastrie..
well soo weird..
3 couple goin out..
well i pity syaf cos she keeps on getting lecture by lastrie abt me
and our patch up..
well i promise to give time for both me and her..
suhairul came with lastrie...

well end up me hakim and suhairul had to go cos we had to find our jobs..
me and hakim together with adrian and nazmi went to jurong
to Kelly services hahahs
hakim just sign everything while i read word by word hahas
we need to work for atleast 3 months if not need to pay the company 25% of our first work
hakim was cursing and swearing when i highlight it :)

well me and hakim was like dissapointed cos we get our jobs aft our birthdae is over..
Nazmi was all green..
den we will be working at central Toysorus or POpular
im very okey with it:)
den its either 8am-6pm or 2pm-10pm
adrian help to calculate den he say that its more worthy to work morning :)

well went bck to cwp for dinner..
den NAZMI N HAKIM left us..
im like wtf..
nvm..
den i only see adrian eat cos im meeting syaf, last3 and khasiyah
to eat with them..
we chat here and there..
well all broke..
den went to timezone..
super fun..
game here and there..
me and syaf entered the movie ride thing..
she is super scared while i cn take it hahaas

well when we all went home, i send syaf home
well actually not that home but half way..
well she tried to ask me to confess and all i could say that i miss her...
i could not say that i love her..
cos im doubting myself..
well den walk bck home...

2010-10-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

hey okey looks like lots of stuff happening..
well yesterdae...hmm..
went to sch to collect my prom night ticket..
end up mrs tang not in sch...
well saw my adik amalina with her group and took her group pic..

den look up to lastrie..
cos celebrating mdm melissa's birthdae at peforming studio hahahs
well came and help out here and there:)
quite cool..
weird i emo and all but it did not affect me..

well after taht.. for the first tyme,
nisa call and she needed help..
so i ask lastrie to help her out tapi kecoh..
syaf kecil and ju gadoh..
sooo semua like mess up..
i cant do anything actually cos im not sure wads up..
soo i purposely had to ignore..

well.. feel sorry for her but too bad..
i cant help her at all.. khuluq soo bustard...
well den i follow lastrie do her hp repair..
well syaf was there...
im still well kinda in the process of patching up with her..
but i have my doubts...

well den went home..

2010-10-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

hmm.. interesting dae.. soo much to explain...
well i guess tml i will explain..
btw.. 56min n 50 sec for 11 km :)
new route actually
more info tml..

2010-10-09T01:39:00.003+08:00

Today was a scary dae..
well had consultation session with Mr alvin, Naufal,Idris,Kam n Shi hui
soo i had breakfast with Naufal and Idris at S11
like normal we had prata:)

came to school actcally at 10am
well i hv been disturbing hannah and harjit abt buying them prata
well i nv buy their prata again cos im afraid i wont see them later..
well enter school
and i saw khasyiyah
well end up i got seperate with the guys
well i gave news to her that hakim is not with me and he may not come later

went to bookshop and pass to amanina her compass
well i appriciate it!!!
den went up to second lvl..
den call the guys and meeet at 3rd level study corner
after awhile Kam called and we met at 2nd lvl with mr alvin..
looks like his leg is STILL injurd..
Ouch.. haven recoverd aft 2 weeks..

well we chat and ask mostly on structure and mechenism..
well ofc jokes and Rex was nearby and he interupted and ya..
all including mr alvin gave sarcastic remarks to everyone ofc all jokes
studied till 12.30..
from masjid at bukit panjang that we plan to go
we change to masjid annur
ya... prayed and aft that hakim sms

its abt goin to lastries house to study
ya.. and i still got my eagles award to fill up..
well lucky i had gavin's copy
copy from him and Wow my cip is alot...
ya.. at lastries house i copyed..
at lastrie's house there were khasyiya,syfiqah,syafiqah kecil,fareena, nisa and jumadil
well lastries parents were not at home..
soo everyone stayed till 5pm..
as for me and hakim, we stayed till 8.30
lastrie's mom which i called momma now
was with us and ya we chat joke and well everything is lively
Lyedia was hyper but earlier she ws shy..
same as khairun (lastrie's sibling)

the whole dae ghost story and ghost chat..
ims cared stiff till now i cant sleep..
well thats why i cant sleep now...
and well i got aconfession to say..
well my feeling for syaf maybe there but i dont wan to be with her..
i feel guilty...
for everything..
well im resisting lastrie's request...
well thats it...

2010-10-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

hey2!!!!!!!
well most paper done only left with math P2 and DnT paper
tml math paper 2 OMG!!!hahahs
u noe wad, aft my graduation, im more open..

last mondae i went out with yani and hakim
we went to study but mostly chat and eat
well i found out that im anti-social
actually i was quite surprise..
to me last tyme, its just that they dont talk to me thats why i dont talk to them..

soo ya back to present...
im more open and yes im hanging out with lastrie 's group since yesterdae..
study chat and talk
well ofc i chat with syaf..
hhmm.. truth is that i dont understand that i have feelings for syaf
but i dont noe why i like her..
well i will find out soon..

sooo todae..
i spend my day with them...
ya.. den i was like super hungry den i invite lastrie makan kfc..
she say no money den we scam juslinda for $3
well lastrie ask me follow her to a cake shop
ya.. so bought 2 strawberry cake n 1 chocolate cake for me
i pAyed $2 while lastrie payed 40 cents haahs
soo i wondered who's cake was the laast n i found out it was for syaf..
paisey sia..
she ask me to give to syaf when we reach sch..
my face confirm blush..

well she appriciate the cake sey..
im quite touch actually..
den she took a photo of it n ask me to take the second bite hahaas
damn pai sey..
so ya i decided to stay longer with them till 7..
thats all...

im prepared for maths p2 tml
wish me the best!!!! :)

2010-09-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

Well i guess its looks like the promise that i had with the little me four years ago was fulfil
while i was walking at this certain route that i walk everyadae for the past 4 yrs, i told my self that i will strive and continue my path for the next 4 to 5 yrs
well today is the last ade of school ofc im suppose to be happy however im sad more than happy. the memories that i had with everyone. I guess being a drifter is a god and bad. good is because i will meet everyone bad is i dont stay long.. i will seriously miss the current 2n3's disturb calling me KIWA den the 1T2 will shout FISHBALL hahahs cute la they all, den later i will meet sabrina and gang hahhahs my councillor juniours who still talk to me.not forget annie with her class. mY adik angat adila together with amira always up to something fishy ahhas sure miss them also. Minyu who on/off talk to me.. well spend my last dae with her studying til 9 todae. not to forget lastrie with her super bog gang. without her and not to forget syafiqah my ex, my first four months would be totally different... syafiqah.. i still miss her.. my first and last gf.. well hope her the best nxt year must go 3n1 :)
i wish i had took lots of photos for my 4N graduation day.. confirm plus a gurentee chop i will miss this batch's friend great jokers such as Alif, Raj they all. well i may not be close to them but i will miss their mockery..well the long line, mdm hamidah's face made me broke down.. im gonna miss her also.. i must thank all the teachers for raising me with all the different style and method
i got a nice key as a momento.. hope i could make it to sec 5 if not i will break down in dissappointment.. my motivation is actually syafiqah.. i still want to see her next year, well hope me for the best amin

2010-09-25T20:50:00.003+08:00

well i had a very emotional day todae..
but in a good way..
i went out with Jin Long today
well actually Adelle was there..
but she had to go early..

soo today i went to queenstown library with them
ya.. just as time is still there
i took my time to travel down there
at 1.45 i reach there..

looks like something things have change while some remain heartand
people evolve and some force to stop
i had studied math for 2 hours and i told JL for lunch
went to the old canteen..
i wasnt sure of any halal stall there'
but JL prove me wrong..
there were 3 but i kept eating at the same place
want to keep into budget..

soo ate mee goreng mate lembu for lunch and dinner
the whole time in the library i studied maths..
at 5 JL wanted to go home den i say 6

he bargain to 5.30
last 30 minute i lost my momentum to do maths..
so i studied history...
btw while eating met JL 's teacher and first time i heard teacher say this
"finally that dog do his work.."
we alll laugh like hell haahs
he handle problematic students but goood la..
he gave me a tip..
the tip was: 4 question will sure come out...
and its 12 marks each..
can do all 4 means u can pass LOL hahahas

cool rite :D
soo den i walk back home..
at mrt i saw judith at mrt
she grown up ofc...
den ya.. we did not talk much..
but when she was abt to leave,
she ask for my number..
i told her not to give her fb name to me
cos i want to find her name myself..
looks like i got no skills..
soo reach bck home at 7 like that..

once reach home,
told to buy stuff by myy mum
went down and bought it..
aft buying it..
straight to computer
watch KHR
it looks like its the last episode for the season..
soo sad..

den kaichou wa maid sama also ended its season...
soo sad..
looks like all are sign of departual..
well i dont noe but i felt like everything is ending..
one by one..
not sure..
im not being negative..
i just feel that its there...
now need to entertain emily..
annie's cousin..
ya.. friends only..
P6... =.=
thats all..

2010-09-25T00:28:00.003+08:00

alright..
i have made up my mind..
last tyme entered fuchun as a total goofy person..
now ppl call me a Nerd..

well i have made up my mind.
in next 6 days i will try to concentrate on my studies
and lead a normal school life
not as a councilor or a chairman..
but a student myself..
im always being treated special..

cos im graduating soon
i wan to feel normal..
cos u cant bring wad u have from sec1-4 to sec5 or ITE life..
im not giving up to sec 5 but i just wan to start a new for everything
last tyme my favourate colour was blue, den red and now green
blue represent a flow of the wind..
red represent the raging fire that drives me to do all my work
and finally green which represent refresh

i made up my mind maybe because i guess Nisa made me open my eyes
im goin to graduate..
for the first tyme i emo to someone who is new to me..
truthfully i noe Nisa for 1 months and a few daes..
i guess i treated her very soo special without me realising it...
meeting rakesh and nisa had cause a trigger in my memories of someone
and well i still miss her..
but lifes goes on..

im seriously cant wait for N level to end
cos sadly to say im lonely..
true i got my friends but sometime i just feel something is missing..
that unique feeling..
without it, i feel in complete..

well some people can read me already...
i guess im like a piece of paper that is easy to be read
well i guess i can fall for anyone in this point in tyme..
lets just hope that no girl will take that advantage of it...
i need to resist it for a few more daes..

den the big show down den results...
time goes fast..
well this is my wake up call..
im hoping for a girl to steal my heart after my N level but in the correct way

2010-09-22T20:43:00.002+08:00

haish... well
me n my naive thinking..
me and myy emotion...
me and my negative thoughts..

i seriously need a good wake up..
not because of my study..
but abt by emotion..
yes.. im dense..
well im not sure now
one thing is i do not like Khairun Nisa...
i only treat her as a close friend..
nothing more..
ya... i may blush sometime..
its natural..

last tyme im not into relationships..
but now...
im like a desparate boy..
i need to control myself..
im losing my grip...
why on earth do i wan to be in a relationship??
it SUCKS...
ya.. im lonely..
yes ppl talk to me..
but now... im like wad...
i wanna change to the old me...
i prefer rejecting..
i dont wan to play with my feelings..

the moon makes me remember everything..
i seriously feel like crying...

2010-09-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

okey.. for today..
yesterdae i nv eat the medicine..
today before recess at 8.30 i ate the medicine for vommit..
ya.. i tot the drowzeness can be remove by shear will..

ate like normal for recess
den 1st eng i cn still concentrate..
dnt im abit high..
den mt i loose forcus..
half way from mt..
KO asleep until maths period..
well lucky mrs kim is kind to me..
wake up den turn super high...
do math like crazy..

end of the dae got history test n
b4 i slept..
i studied some
now forgotten..
did not eat my medicine for lunch
den enter the hall for trial exam..
aft recievng question paper,
die... my mind blnk...
i cant do..
i only remember some explanation to the facts n not the name of the facts..

soo just do the first essay...
it was a easy paper :(
den i did the 2nd essay with confident...
all asudden i remember the factors of all my 1st essay..

die.. alll quiet far..
well manage to complete all my history question
now waiting for lit paper left..
aft paper when home early..
got torture for not eating soo hungry..
i got a terrible headache..
until i ask nisa to help me buy food..
but she was not at my area anymore..

soo cook magie..
and met a new friend in fb
i gave my number to that small kid..
ya.. chat with her during my headachce
well just now asleep till 8-10..
tml im not goin to eat the nedicine..
should hv take MC...
well tahts all...

2010-09-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

okey..wad i did yesterdae first.
20/9
lets see...
during recess i was stop by Miss farm :D
she chat with me..
she ask me if my vommiting stop oready..
i reply no..
she told me maybe i may got bacteria in my stomach..

soo very kiasi..
lucky after school no math trial exam..
sooo went to clinic..
ya.. did my math while waiting for 1 hrs..=.=
den 1hrs i wait like the rest..

ask doctor wads up he say its a virus in the body..
gave me medicine to suppress the nausiness, flu n cough..
soo went back to school cos that dae it was Nisa's bdae :D
end up i saw Khairul..
follow him jalan2 at causeway.. til 6..
nisa want to meet at 6..
end up wait for her at khairul's house
until 8...
went to my house and change at 9, we went to marsling mrt..
by that tyme, my head KO with headache..

actually im abit sad cos she made me wait for 4 hours..
but atleast her bdae present at my hand
and moral support from Khai
when she came, i introduce her to khai
well den i gave her present but i dont want her to open it up yet..
den she open it..
first thing she comment is "faiz ur soo sweet "
im quite touch by it la..

den she say im romentic hhahahas
and she is goin to wear in class tml
well not realy my intention soo im okey with it..
went to teh tarik at nite drink milo..
at 10 reach home..
well she is still looking for a bf..
hopes later when she got a new bf, she dont lupe kwn..

2010-09-19T01:44:00.003+08:00

okey my entry for jln raye :D

ok.. from the picture..

solehin and wira not in,

cosw they nv come

me n hakim came at cck at 11am

when the meeting was suppose to be at 11.30am

but sadly to say.. all came late..

yani got something on.. soo lambat

nisa got to sent her mum to clinic

and eryana n asyiqin got lost when the mrt shuttle bus..

well late like an hour..

sooo eryana and asyiqin came first..

at first i dont remember her face..

ya.. well met a new friend :D

soo waited for nisa and yani nxt..

well yani came first n we left nisa ahhahas

took bus n reach....

me with my lame jokes

ya reach there..

joke here and there and saw sisiter luv hahahs

hakim was super shy but he manage to talk to asyiqin

ya.. den my turn to fetch nisa..

told her to take the bus and the stops..

she came down one busstop before...

hahahs first tyme lost..

well manage to bring her up

well chat here n there but nv plan whoes house to go..

ya.. every house we always plan before we leave..

khuluq nye umah lagi kecoh..

kate nk datang..

den up like gadu and all the bullshitting..

well end up datang umah..

den khuluq told his mum that im with nisa im like wtf..

asyiqin can some more support...

haish..

nisa made me eat chili padi n i cried *sob sob*

well lots of laughter..

nxt house was my house..

otw there not feeling well..

feel like vommiting..

end up i tahan..

khuluq join us to my house

well at my house..

im a sotong..

cant host it properly..

i can sense that asyiqin is very observent

ya.. i notice it through out tyhe journey

well went to hakim house nxt :D

ate, shit there..

i shd not wear kain pelikat..

leceh..

den umah hakim flush gone..

old method flush..

ya.. nxt was eryanah's house..

hakim n khuluq gone..

soo me and the 4 girls

soo travel to commontwealth n reach there

inbetween all of us super slippy..

all started to talk crap..

ruhil dah start penyakit "high" dia...

den jalan mcm org mabuk.

saw cikshrifah n chat :D

den well panick to send nisa home..

quiet late..

den ya sent her bck home.. well quiet worried abt her..

thats all nothing juicy that i wan to add

2010-09-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

alright just finish jln raye with my qps plus hakim n Nisa..
but i wont talk abt it now..
cos maybe i got something in my mind..
time for me to share my heavy thoughts..

well i hv been thinking..
its been a few months since me n shaf broke up..
den well i end up to hv feelings for hannah cos she help me up
and well i guess she made a move my confessing, n i did my part.
but sadly to say i made my move to avoid her..

ya.. so in my heart there is ZERO :D
and today i meet my qps friends.
den well i undersatnd that one of them is attach
she is super open
so she keeps on talkin abt her bf.
im like ok.. the boy is sooo lucky to have her as a gf..

well she have her demam rindu often..
ya imthinking about the past..
yes but only to improve as a boyfriend to the next unlucky girl..

well me thinks that i shd not get a gf soon cos maybe i cant control my emotion..
emotion to girls...
not in a pervertic way i mean.
i mean hate, love , like, sad, happy, true happyness
well u ask me abt emotions i cant explain..

i wan to study phychology
to understand well abt the human brain
this is hiting two bird with one stone..
cos i dont understand my emottion

lately went out with nisa n all..
ya she like khuluq n im not jealous
i like her as a friend but
if u were to ask if i love or like her
i will turn mute..

well im controlling my self not to like anyone.. hopes it works:(

2010-09-17T20:36:00.003+08:00

ok.. just now one post.. for yesterdae n today
continue...
today went to school early but late haahhas
suppose to meet annie and hakim under my blog
at 7am but as usual wake up late..

ya.. my mum got me tapau..
im sure the food is okey this time..
so recess i ate like shoke :D
but aft bell ring..
rush to toilet and vomit a few times..
its like the second time..
yesterdae n todae
is the food poison or my stomach empty??
well some of the girls saw me running into the toilet..

well my throwing out voice was like very loud..
well shahidah, shafika all like ask me if im alright..
in lesson i feel like vommiting but i try to control
math, cant really concentrate..
i just feel naousy even now..
when im typing, the thought of vommiting makes me want to vommit.
so physic was like slack..
im worried of my sci
cos i did not prepare my notes..
rely on teachers notes like super alot..
soo.. now not sure..

well aft school..
hakim n caide was together..
weird but i dont mind..
well hakim teaching caide how to fight his style..
im like wow ok..
den caide insisted me to fight..
but i keep on rejecting
cos of a few reason and precaution..
soo i was like quite irritated soo i just ran..
den i met annie, meybel,nadiah
so join them to buy nisa present :D
well otw there i actually vommited but nothing came out..

on the bus,
i tink again..
if i nv run wad will happen.
ACTUALLY its not fight with cai de but shau toa frm e2'
well ist im still attach with a thing at library..
i must not be angry..
if i were to be angry will i attack everyone??
i nv get super mad n this is like a fist fight..
im violene if i wan to but one thing if i attack them,
my tears will still drop..
its everytime

den bought the present, im like
ok.. now keep till mondae.
semua dah settle for her..

now doing the class deco..
miss niar is chasing for my head
welll hope this copy is nicer
i dont wqan to do this design deco thing anymore...

tml im goin out jln raye with hakim and my qps kwn..
will update tml

2010-09-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

ok.. today.. i mean 16/7 is seriously stupid day..
ok.. i noe dead blog for now.. ya..
soo recently i got tapao food again..
well sadly to say today(16/7)
i ate like normally in class with food hygine..
ya.. soo when i was eating,
suren my class was like "eh faiz make sure later u get stomach ache arhh okey??"
i was like ya ok.. wad ever
after i finish my food,
it was chemistry, and went to shit..
my cough started again..

aft school i wanted to do study until 8 or 9 to finish together with the CDAC ppl..
bought food all that first place was outside staff room
went there do math
well the guys who are doing their dekay barat was super noisy..
well dekay that Hanis made failed
but it was revive thz to mdm melissa
ya.. well i went home at 7 cos i not feeling well..

before that i saw Lastrie, syaf, Jumaddil, Syarif.
they were nearby..
wanted to study but i sometimes get distracted when i see syaf
well she came and talk to me
thats the first tyme she came to speak to me
she wish me good luck cos i was practising maths..
sometimes i wonder how is she doing

at home, i remember my mum complain to me for not eating the vitamine pill..
ya.. so there was like alot..
eat 5-10 if ur adult
and it states that it is a traditional food..
written "made from marine something... organism"
i was like huh?? fish food??
i doubt it is edible.
den i was like, why i care soo much..
i took a bottle of water and the pills...
5 of them.
they look brown..
aft the first bite, i ran towards the toilet and threw up...

i spilt out lots of green colour die..
i brush my teeeth like crazy and now its like stuck in my teeth..
brush brush brush..
ya all done..
ate and ya my throut felt discomfort...

i finally manage to finish tales of abyse
love their opening "karma" by bump of chicken:D

2010-09-08T13:45:00.002+08:00

orite this is it..
frankly...
for N lvl language papars..
i only rely on my memorising skill n experience..
Malay i just didit like normal...
paper 1 was easy :D
but paper 2 their language is more tougher..

den today is like english paper..
and it was simple doable..
ya.. my paper 1,
section 1 i did like how mdm hamida do in class
list defination of "peer pressure" and example
after that brunch out :D
WooHoo
den paper 2 was like a common test paper :D
the format i remembered:D

i did something better :D
i went to prayers with my notes
ya..
i noe not enough time
soo when i go terawih,
i put it at an angle where i can easily see it
ya.. two for one.
the guys all laugh At wad i did :D
ya very paiseh la..
people go masjid to pray i go to study..

s.s i was hoping bonding singapore to come out..
heart broken when i flip the paper
lucky sri lanka came out..
ya..
did it :D

ok.. malay im hoping for A2 -B4
den S.S A2-B4
eng A1-B3
ya. i noe its high..
its the first tyme im super ready...

well now im goin to work hard for history den if add with ss
it will be A2-B3??
around there...
ya.. well update nxt tyme...

2010-09-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

ok... i got stm..
i seem to forgot wad i did yesterdae..
hmm... i remember i got english....
try to do some essay..
ya now i remember
i try to complete one question
but i got distacted cos i chat with sabrina for awhile...
chat abt all we wanted about..
ya.
den met my mum and bought food for buka..
at nite terawih..

soo today..
after english n fridae prayers
meeting nisa n khuluq n his "gf" n friends...
well nisa want to put her bag in my house
cos she lazy to go home n later stuck at home
well i manage to put in my house...
ya..
at 5 we met khuluq at this block...
his "gf" pai tau him..
we was like angry n sad...

ya.. so i ask him can invite hakim and intro annie also..
they were ok with it..
so walk to sch and plan with hakim to meet at old marsling..
so took bus. i tot again if they can make it on time.
ya.. called hakim den hakim say that annie will finish late
den Nisa say that just meet them at FCC KFC..
we took bus to FCC KFC...
hakim not there but ezreen is there
haish pai tau again..

well ate there
i seriously made a shame of my self...
i accidentally spill my coke..
lucky can refill n i got upgrade from inside ppl :D
ya.. ate zinger and cheese fries cool yup
den go terawih :D
idris invite to go buke with him also..
i dont noe wad to reply...
i go out todae oready...

2010-09-02T00:25:00.004+08:00

my kawan "lepak"

weee:D

ok wad actually hapeen today

well nisa ask me out to study and she wanted to sell her tickets..

ya.. so i invited hakim

khuluq is like MIA i dont noe why...

ya..

soo i decided to do s.s for the day..

only manage to 1 set of sbq n 1 essay...

thats bad man..

span almost the whole dae n i got distracted..

sinta was there so she sit with us for awhile..

Hakim with his laptop play game..

nisa i noe she is super bored

i actually do her work on pollutant..

gave her answer straight..

actual plan was to buke with her end up,

she need to go home mak dia sakit..

ya.. so must encourage her to go home..

soo i ate double cheese burger and small coke

still hungry ate pop corn from turk jai

den second round was curry O and prawn on stick..

so plan to walk back home to put my bag..

end up its 8 soo..

lazy to rush back

so waited at the usual place..

ya.. tried to jump around den

kena scold by an uncle near the lonkang cos of my mouth

ya.. so go prayers

den went back home,

saw the same uncle again he was talking with 2 gals =,=

how ironic

scold me for the bad thing i done den should i tell him his mistake.. =.=

go home

btw i drank teh O mix lime

world war fake 2

i pretend to blow up with annie sooo i spam her wall

i did not noe she just had a arguement with ashraf..

ya abit piss off..

den now a post :D

hhahs looks like i manage to comple wad i hv to say...

2010-09-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

well teaches dae performence at sch..
well notthat good or bad..
its not special at all..
but im impress with a sec 1 boy
he sang title 21
im impress.
i wan to learn guitar..
its because of jun jie..
he made miricle with the string
im inspired
well other than that the rest was boring..
gave mrs tang a "reprt book"with how she touch our life..
n a a cute dog soft toy

aft that i need to scan the design for school magazine
sadly tto say cant scan..
well at 12.30 went to wld library to find nana..
she was like a stress girl just to choose 4 books..
i was like giving random love story book
she wanted a romence book
so i just randomly give :D

at 2pm we head to mrt and i kept recieving msg frm ruhil
so i purposely delay our meeting until we see at school
she was with heida..
my p6 classmate but we seriously NEVER at all talk before..
ya she is friendly..
i did my stupid jokes :D'
walk around meet all ppl see mrs lee..
the only teacher during that tyming..

ya.. waited for my mum..
she was like late??
no i need to wait for 1h 30 mins
ya..
i was super sleepy..
sms ppl they nv layan...
=.=
ya.. den eventually saw mr tan n cikgu mariam
cikgu mariam was my p1-2 malay teacher
she did not forget me at all..
n she is like 60 plus oready
while the rest of the teachers are like 40 cant remember my name..
hahhas cool :d
finally my mum finish work
den we went to gaylang instead
i tot go home..
get my baju raya..
actually bought the cloth only haven yet make it into a baju raya
just ggive my sample shirt to folllow..
break fast at gaylang and purposely make my dad rush to sent me to mosque..
den ya.. saw my friends pray den sleep

2010-09-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

ok.. i got 2 things to post..
one is teachers dae yesterdae n wad happen todae...
well not sure got time to type her out not...
"argueing with annie" now...
well we see when i can post la...

2010-08-30T23:30:00.004+08:00

well tml is teachers dae and once again i get to see nana hahas
she is someone not special to me
but im happy to see her
cos she is one of the few jalan penjara ppl that i still keep in contact....

todae is Eryana my kindagarten buddy birthdae..
OMG... looks like once again the only kindagarten buddy i still keep in contact..
prove one thing..
i seldom keep in contact with the past..
maybe cos im anti social??
well now im 20X better..
imagine ur emotionless monster smile and laugh.
still got the side effects but hopefully i recover it..
i sound like a sick man...

well back to her..
im planning to buy her a soft toy flower.
i dont noe wad she like but i noe she is sporty..
n i dont noe how to choose birthdae present soo..
ya.. bak up plan,..
hope i remember to buy it..

ya.. tml i get too see them again aft the union :D
well still.. i dont see zaiqah..
she got my shirt *sob sob*
nvm i will still wait..
for my shirt sake i will make the chalet a success
i have been talking about girls..
well my bros in pri sch..

as i say im anti social
but im still close to my 3 best friend
jolyon, Desmond n Jin Long :D
they are much more closer but they have an open arm
worst i see them twice a year n msn sometime..
well jin long have my slipper...
LOL.. ppl owe me my shirt n slipper,...

nvm im willing to wait...
ell hope tml will be fun
meeting Ameen n khuluq also..
soo hope me the best..

2010-08-30T22:49:00.002+08:00

wow one week of never update seriously i need to make time to blog
well im seriously a pig on weekend sleeping for hours...

ok... this happen last saturdae..
i call it tour of A game..
cos i went out with
Xenia, Hakim Germaine and i nt sure the last girl name cos Xenia nv intro prperly hhaahahs
ya.. i kinda reach bukit batok late..
buzy watching KHR..
ya.. sooo first tyme saw Germaine n the other girl..
well got trouble fitting in..
after awhile me and the other girl we manage to talk
\cos it was time to break fast and i was seriously feel out of place..
the place was crowded
we went to clark quey just to buy sticky.. a type of sweet..

ya... got 30 more minute den we train down to boon lay...
i was like having headache..
not use to goiing out u noe..
with friends and all cos im a hommy person..
i was yapping n irritating germaine that was a 100% confirm
ya.. soo went to tyme Zone just to play the game like audition but its on the floor
not sure wad game..
went to bukit batok for second round of the game...
Xenia was like useing the thing as a exercise machine..
she sweat like hell..
went back home..
we buka at Mac and yup once again and finnaly im ungentleman :D

i post this cos i manage to stalk germaine's blog and read it...
well this is my feedback for the dae..

2010-08-23T23:25:00.003+08:00

My name Faiz
at first i dont really beileve in supernatural
but i beileve that when u see ghost before u are 10 years old,
u will be able to see them till u r one of them :P

my first encounter was when i was
hmm.. if 7 is p1, p3 is 9
my experience was a "sweet" a.k.a to muslim gula2..
at my house carpark.
i dont really use to live in HDB flat last tyme
aft my first encounter, im more likely to see them...

years after my encounter,
i avoid the night.
Eventually, i met Lastrie in my secondary sch days.
A good friend and currently a sweet god sister
In sec 2 i got close to her and like "normal"
we experience it again or maybe
she experience it and i did not notice it

after awhile i got use to the dark and
i am comfortable doing night activity
my 2nd experience was during my melaka camp
a "sister" a.k.a to muslim kak pon was siting on a bench
during our night walk

well as normal camp...
we tend to see more
yup. During my 3rd encounter was doing night duty alone..
i was scared stiff as something was behind me..

4th experience was when i got ____ to a girl..
since im living near with the girl and lastrie's area,
we hung out at this certain place
well we were suppose to see lastrie's band manager
end up another encounter
however this tyme i say it is a good spirit

5th, i was with the girl and we were suppose to study
we ate lunch at a wrong area which was her house
and it follow us..
the experience was me "sleeping" on my sofa
something sat behind me and it tried to talk to me..

6th was me having my night cycling and well 2 "sweet" was lying on the ground
well i can say that it was normal lucky i was not alone

7th was me night cycleing but not soo late
together with another girl and a friend
well a unwanted passanger was sitting behind my friend
well lucky it did not disturb us back..

soo in ur mind ur thinking why i post this up..
well this is a review of wad happen to me :D
since my secondary sch life is finish,
i must treasure all my experience
and keep it with me or else STM takes places
hope no one will question me abt all this..

2010-08-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

ok.. todae woke up at 3pm..
early at 5.30,
Nisa was like smsing...
ya so when i woke up,
she say that she got sopmething to say
sms her n her pre8 just finish
soo adelle/adelee(not sure her real spelling) sms me askin me out
well abit weird, just noe her yesterdae n she now ask out to study at tiong
i said ok cos i tot tiong got library end up we went to Ken's house

first tyme go there aft 5 years
ya.. lost abit
Ken pick me up
sooo adelle was there
i tot can study end up
got distracted taking abt anime with ken..

I manage to noe that
Jin Long is Adelle's god bro
soo i prank call him saying that i noe her n she is my darling hahahs
jl still believe that im attach to her hahahs
soo we chat n i notice that me and adelle has one comment thing
we like piano
she's cute hahahs
soo when off at 6.30..
went to tiong baru to break fast :D
Ken treated me Old chunky :D
I ate MacSpicy and wow super oily...
unhealty hahas
i eat n complain at the same time
reach home at 9

den NOW Nisa called me...
ya.. she told me wad she say last nite when we were cycling..
i guess its true...
we kena disturb..
this is the part abt riding bike with bck stand
we get unwanted back passenger..
my friend kena near water front...
Zzzzz just our luck.. its at night.
So all ok la..

2010-08-20T23:16:00.003+08:00

ok todae's updating tyme :D
first of all..
finally our prelim is over yeah!!!!
soo i hope everything will be all right
Dnt... OMG..
damn careless.. i nv do my last page question..
stupid structure..

well to dae i went to masjid at bukit panjang
hahas..
i slept in the bus
i dreamt of playing badminton with hakim
cos yesterdae i actually play with him
i bully him.
smash n smack there
in my dream i was about to smash a ball
my hand actually reacted..
my hands move when im asleep...
i suddenly woke up and control my hand...
Lucky.. if not the person beside me will get hit hardly..

back to school and i recive a call from Khuluq from my pri sch
he schooling at bukit merah n stay near ASS sch..
lol i mean American School there.
ya..
i meet hakim with his bike at school
he left me after Dnt paper when i was doin hwk...
tompang take my bike and khuluq was like hurry up
cycle quicky den reach to library..
at first i tot wad..
khuluq say study
at the end we slack and walk around

i met hym with a few friends along
Nisa, Adelee n Ken
friendly ppl
Nisa is weird.. keep on smiling at me strangely
im not over reacting
Adelee is soo focus in wad she do
and Ken... a dangerous emo..

He emo den i got to cheer up
he abit my type but more worst..
now i understand wad syafiqah meant that punching wall is bad..
i got to stop his punches....
i acted professional n talk to him as a counsellor..
im like... shd i do this meathod or the other...
he emo n go home...

i went home to buke..
well i say that i went to sembayang terawih
but end up i met Nisa n khuluq together with hakim :D
ya.. well kinda wait for her 4 a long time
finally arrive
wanted to cycle to yishun end up change our mind to water front
meaning night cycle to there HAAHAHAS!!!
ya.. went there n its the first tyme i got a passanger willing to ride behind me :D
Nisa was like ok...
lets go.. dont drop us in the drain ok
i was like ok hahahs
ya.. spend the d night till 10.25 n we left off :D

2010-08-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

well this whole week is prelim
manage to go fb but not enough time to blog
lately been goin to sembayang terawih wif the NP boys

my pre8 have upgrade to happy star
pay $17
i get free incoming call
120 min outgoing
50 mb mobile plan
ya.. my X3 can use internet finally :D

well todae i manage to study at sch library :D
very fortunate to enter cos im librarian part tyme
ya..
instead of study i slept 4 times time tired
well atleast got some info in my head
ya...
den hang out wif 2e2 boy gang
den went to cwp to buy food
went bck home break my fast
went to terawih
sms erya..
den went to old marsling that freaky building
den saw something that im not suppose to..
well went bck home wif the terawih guys..
ya THE END

2010-08-12T18:51:00.003+08:00

HAHAAHS!!!!!

SUPER HAPPY!!!!

yup2 today ends the point for DnT N lvl.

Only left the theory

sooo 6 subjects to go :D

HooHoooo^^

overall 8 month project,

hard, hesitation,fun,bored stress,slack and finally joy!!

im stress with DnT but i also love it :D

looks like lesser to study

i mean more tyme to study cos DnT take lots of tyme

and cant manage time that well

now its all stable :D

On top is the picture of my final product

wee..

i cant take home my mini "clip and read"

thats the name of my product

i call it mini cause thats the orginal version

and a fail product

i wanna keep it cos i put lots of effort into it

ok this is my thank you speech:

thank you very much guys.

we have gone through thick and thin in DnT

Wasted our time and using it fruitfully

laughing and cracking our brain together.

Having prata early in the morning together

and spending our holidaes in school suffering together

I would like to thank:

Mr Alvin, Mr Sharrif, Idris, Jena, Naufal, Suren, Shi hui, Kamberly, Raymond, Farhana and Hannah for being there for me when im in stress and in progress in completing my work:D

thats all

tml starts Prelim wish me the best :D

2010-08-11T20:26:00.001+08:00

PUASA STARTS TODAY!!!!
DnT Pass up ends Tml
Prelim Starts on fridae..
nxt thing u noe..
N lvl...
weelll just wanna say..
cant lead a healthy lifestyle....

update DnT
artifect n PB done
journal abit...

2010-08-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

well looks like a 5 dae holidae was given
n we can use only 4 daes
im not complaining here...
cos prelim is on fridae..
well actually the 1 dae was given for Dnt
with mr alvin
can la..
just finish up the journal an PB

well currently i seriously hopeless..
im not sure if im ready..
my science
no comment,
i cant score properly in mr chen class
score as in just pass..

math is a consistance..
eng..
dont talk abt it..
yes we do preactise thz to mdm hamidah
but i dont see where do we stand in N level..
Lit im seriously slacking for the past 3 months..
3MONTHS...

wad other subjects???
malay??
hmm... not sure.
im not even sure
humanities...
well s.s im studying,
hist, im not prepare
im waiting for mdm rajenee to come back
well hist as in im not sure wad chapter will come out..

i feel useless..
im corroding..
im seriously not goin to ite for sure
but im not sure if sec 5 will accept me..
yes they all say its easy..
easy to wad extent???
well..

this holidae im not sure..
todae is the 3rd dae
im slacking..
buzy playing game..
i want to go out..
to study
but later confirm my mum will say no or something else..
well die la...

2010-08-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

well to dae is not soo tiring
but well abit emberressing cos of something that happen

well todae National dae hhohohhoh
no parade for me....
bad luck start by having national enthem BEFORE PERADE..
thats a disrespect to the country...

imagine that u have national enthem
den the flag is with someone not up at the pole...
big mistake...
well went on with the normal parade..
supporting contigent was not that perfect but NP was nice
i forgot to praise them just now...

well during class seriously .....
everyone do hwk while singing...
soo hard working...
den i also join..
in the end we all sing la..
atleast got sing..

after school i wanted to go n skip semayang jumaat
cos nobody following me go there..
and im meeting yani at queenstown to exchange notes
lucky syamsul was there at DNT block
well i told yani that im delaying the tyme..
so i can go sembayang jumaat

well after that still got tyme,
syamsul treated me ice kacang weee^^
cos im broke..
well i travel to queenstown and skip dnt for awhile..
well when we reach there,
tyme to exchange..

what i see was NOTES WITH MORE LITTLE NOTES...
wad i bring is a clean newly printed notes..
paiseh seriously..
i dont noe wad to say...
i say rasyad at mrt station
lol.. salam but we nv get to talk that much..

me n yani went down to a place soo that i can copy some missing notes
due to the fainted ink..
we manage to chat..
weird topic serious...
well went back by mrt..
manage to sleep soo good :D

well at dnt, start doin my PB yeah!!!
well reach at 4.30 n finish at 7
haahs the workshop was super dark..
all follow mr alvin while me and raymond walk by the dark route down the staircase.
well after that when back home

well something weird happen
not sure why..
but hungry ghost is coming soon..
well the guys.. kam n ray say they saw a jade(kam) n watch (ray)
well we ignore..
when walking home, i felt that we got followed.

2010-08-04T23:10:00.002+08:00

i need to catch up on my sleep
or else i will fall asleep in class...
my eye bags are appearing sooon......
why must trial exams be after school????
affect my DnT period...
DNT in 2 DAYS TIME>>>
completion: 80%
haish....
prelim starts nxt fridae....

2010-08-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

i give up on u oready
im not goin to wait or make any more move
its not me to do this to u anymore...

2010-08-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

Orite i can say i love today'
wait i can also say i love the people
sadly to say wad i wish for was not granted..
it RAIN..
last tyme outing rain..
now ALSO rain...
lucky eryana got back up plan den we go bowling :D
well i got problem saying bowling but i pronounce it as (bowwing)
well they all keep disturbing me...
well we play bowling n arcade :D
after that we manage to go picknick which is the actual plan

well the guys play water :D
i forgot to bring extra underwear
but got extra cloths..
sooo i hackcare oready
runaway from them.
i think eryana got the video :D
well the boys play volleyball
den and up i wet myself for getting the ball in the sea..

well play2
den i manage to get back at zaiqah
i carry her from behind making a big sweep from her leg
SHE IS SUPER LIGHT
well throw her n wet her botto only :D
im kind
hahas ate n stay at the sea till 6..
by the time we noe at 6.30 we walk off :D
well went back home wif khuluq and eryanah
well when to got scolded n wash the toilet
thats all..
got to study for tml SS trial paper :D

2010-07-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

Ok this is it
all set and ready..
only left is to be ready
AND WAKE UP ON TIME
well tml plan..
3 groups..
im meeting Ameen at 9.25...
den go to commonwealth
meet khuluq n Eryana there

after that take mrt to bedok
meet yani n zaiqah(group 2) there
3rd group will be jolyon n jin long
comming frm queenstown
well hope it does not rain..
if not it will be a unlucky dae just like the previous outing with jo,jl,wira n des..

well todae i went to sch for dnt
cos need help for contextual drawing
den well NP got their area games meeting
dont realy wan to hang out there
i say hi to all n all say hi back den her face like wad...
well dont care la...

well dnt abit blur but must try to finish by wed..
wait.. got mock exams how sey..
burn midnite oil la....
aft that i was with adli n indhiran at np room till 12.30
the rest all go home..

well went to get my spects..
yea!!! but one thing..
im curious..
did i spoil my blue eye sight also???
cos i cant say my outer frame at the side black or blue..
wad i noe we all follow RGB in computer cos our eyes cn see them
den i spoil my R n G soo if i lost all meaning
im in a black n white world???

nxt went to go shopping to buy chips for tml..
reach home..
i wait for katekyo hitman reborn 195 to upload to its website..
while waiting i fall asleep..
well use the comp the whole dae..
hope tml will be fun :D

2010-07-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

haish.. tu pun nk terase..
belum lagi tahu cerita sebenarnye den dah start shoot
haish.. people now a daes mcm gini..
well in translation
quote from Mr OWY
"think before u say, dont act in front of them'

first of all...
Lai im goin to do a prank with mr raja..
money wise i show receipt to him and i say pay oready
hmm... the fake spects bought by Lai was coincidents with Syaff...
i dont noe wad to say..
im not goin to wear that spects cos the lances will make my degree increase
you want to noe why???
cos its a temporary spects plus ITS A FAKE SPECTS...
which idiot would not noe that...

well im goin to have it tml...
aft my dnt in the afternoon im goin to take it :D
well better den nothing cos todae with out my spects,
i cant see who is around me..
its sad...

Today is the first tyme after step down that we are involve in NP
as in incharge of them
being treated as a Sir and Maam
ofc we need to be strict..
but todae i cant..
Im just too hungry..
i did not eat the whole dae..
cos saving money for this sundae
well i kinda miss being with them but i cant be apart of them
and be with them when some of the sec 2 got promoted
while the rest were sad...
cos i noe that i cant be with them..
my world in sch is totally different..
i cant see them
u can say in a sense that im abit anti social after a while when im buzy...

hmm.. if i were to come nxt week..
i wonder what will it be...
well thats all..
update on DnT.
hmm I DONT NOE HOW TO DRAW CONTEXTUAL DRAWING{ART FAIL}
and need pass up by nxt fridae time: 1800.

2010-07-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

haish... why white????
i dont get it...
its just the second day...
and its freaking annoying...
im not following syafiqah..
its PURELY COINCIDENTAL
i got no part at choosing the colour..
looks like Mr Lai noes how to pick "nice"colour

today damn irritating
1) ya.. i noe its a new frame n the view sometimes make me crazy...
2)there is no freaking grip n it always slide down...
3) the double lance effect is wonderful cos its a eye sore when it hits a angle with light...

afterschool i cant even slack properly...
confirm i will hear her name...
den she also give one attitude..
wad the hell..
im not a copy cat...
n its PURE COINCIDENTAL

i cant even stay that focus..
i wan to change this FAKE spects
with a DIFFERENT COLOUR!!!
Im not even aware wad i did to my surrounding today...

2010-07-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

WAAH!!!!! everyone ATTACK!!!!!
white stick run for the ball hit and score..
Ball Black...
Ball roll!!!!
Lai goes to the ball ready
Faiz supporting at the back
and WACK!! at the face...
BOOM my spects...

my eyeballs nv hurt only shock...
well thats it for the spects...
the longest life span is 2year...
n thats my 4th spects for secondary sch life

well today went around the whole school without my spects..
first tyme its blur..
usually its not that blur..
well lesson lucky no need to see the board..
den ok Hist as expected got last minute Essay test..
cos i told mis fam to do so..
den i myself nv study wakakka

after school Lai go fix my spects n i go slack..
nv do DnT but i went to play batminton with 2E2 AGAIN!!!!
play with amelda super fun
den play with Xenia more fuunt
i no need to move i just swing my hands den
she get tired super easy

well at 5 i ran to go DnT..
saw my "fix"spects on the table
den wear it..
adjust here..
adjust there..
done
contextual drawing,
i dont noe how to draw...
den i go the office do my design spec,brief, and problem situation

after a few minutes i prepare for nite study...
i saw syafiqah n i try to hide my new spects..
i wanted to hide my spects because her new spects is white also..
paiseh la..
its like im kpo pick the same colour
but actually MR Lai buy for me without asking wad colour...
well Suhana was there den she ajak go to bbt den i say nned to go nite study now...
actually i wanted to go cos dah lame tk keluar dgn dia..

sooo nite study..
study history war in europe den do math paper 1 hahhas
with adrian..
well prectise math
ITS A MUST!!!
cos if not i die...
well now at home thats all..